I Can't Change {harry styles 1D}

Chapter 24- Come With Me

 THE LAST CHAPTER OF I CAN'T CHANGE

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ARI'S POV-

"Ari I just got a text from management... After our little slip up and because of all the interviews and rehearsals I missed, they are extending the tour for another month," Harry sighed, putting his head in his hands. Oh god...

It's already been three months of the tour and now we are going to have to go through three more. Three more months without Harry. Three more months, just waiting for everything to go wrong again. I don't know if I can make it through three more months... Shit.

"I... Harry I don't," I mumbled, letting him pull me into his arms as he rest his head on top of mine.

"Ari... I know this is crazy but. I just had an idea."

"What is it Harry?" I sighed.

"Come with me." I pulled away from Harry with disbelief. He honestly wanted me to go on tour with him for 3 months?

"Harry I don't know..."

"Please baby it will be great! We won't have to be apart anymore and-"

"Harry I've been accepted. I'm going to Uni in less than a month. I can't leave," I didn't mean to break the news to him so harshly, but I didn't have much of a choice anymore.

"What? Uni? When did you find out, I didn't even know you wanted to go to Uni-" Harry started rambling on so I had to cut him off again.

"Yeah I wanted to tell you tomorrow morning before you left. I'm doing a two year course to become a teacher. Harry I can't leave." Harry sighed deeply, a look of disappointment overshadowing him. I felt so bad but, it was the right thing to do.

"Ari, please! I lost you once I can't lose you again! You can go to Uni anytime, after the tour. Just please come with me," he said as he pulled me into his chest again but I pushed myself away.

"Harry no! No I can't, I can look after myself okay. I had always wanted to become a teacher and now I've finally got the opportunity to actually do something with my life! I'm not going to throw that away for some relationship," as soon as the words left my mouth I immediately clamped my hands over it. I don't know what came over me. I stuttered, trying to undo what I had just done but it was no use. A lump formed in my throat as I watched Harry's eyes cloud over, hurt piercing through them.

"Some relationship?! You call love some relationship? Wow Ari... I thought I actually meant something to you but I'm just another guy you plan to toss to the road to get what you want. I guess that's how it is. Sorry for being naive enough to think you were different. Sorry for being stupid enough to think you actually cared what it was like for me this whole time. Sorry for loving you, my mistake. I thought you were different Ari... I really did. Maybe you should become an actress, you'd be awful good at it," Harry spat, towering over me.

I felt it, my heart shattering as if a weight was dropped over me, pulling me into the ground. A part of me knew Harry didn't mean it; part of me knew that I needed to let this go and try to calm Harry down and work everything out.

"That's not what I meant," I said, gritting my teeth.

"I know exactly what you meant Ari. I heard you crystal clear," Harry started to turn around but I grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him back. I could have left it there, given us both time to cool off and sort things out. But instead I pushed him. Further and further.