I Can't Change {harry styles 1D}

Chapter 20- Bittersweet Promises

ARI'S POV-

I woke up back in bed, in Harry's arms. Our hands intertwined and our bodies moulded together. With my head on his bare chest, I could feel his heart beat. That heart beat that kept me going. I still don't understand why he is here, how he found me. But I just want to savour this moment, bittersweet as it may be.

This boy, the boy whose protective arms are wrapped around my body keeping me warm and safe... This boy saved me. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't be here right now. For all I know I could be up there, watching down on him. Watching my loved one's pass by and live their lives. Harry was there for me when no one else was, no matter how many miles apart. He was willing to get beaten up for me! Me of all people...

God our relationship won't be easy, and from now on I'll constantly be under the public's eye. I won't be Arianna anymore. I will be Arianna, Harry Style's girlfriend. The thought made my eyes water, but I blinked the tears away. I would rather go through hell then to not be with Harry. For him I will allow myself to be scrutinized by strangers, for him I will feel new sorts of pain that I never imagined. All for him.

I slowly looked up to see Harry fast asleep, he finally looked at peace, snoring ever so slightly. Our legs were tangled, my hair all over the place. I needed to go make myself more... Less ugly. I was wearing one of Harry's big sports jersey's and his sweatpants, wheras Harry was just wearing trackie pants. Harry's colonge engulfed me, the smell I missed so bloody much. I tried to wiggle out of his grip but, although fast asleep, his hold on me would not weaken. He stirred, I must've woken him up.

'Ari, where are you going? You can't leave me,' he whispered, his voice deep and slow, he could barely keep his eyes open. He's just a little ball of adorableness first thing in the morning.

'I'm not leaving you, I'm not going anywhere. I just want to go make myself more "presentable" Styles. I'm sure I look disgusting right now,' I replied, standing up off the bed with Harry behind me. I turned around to see that he was looking me in the eyes. He just stayed there for a few minutes, just looking at me. I was searching his eyes for any sign of what he was thinking but they were just blank.

'Harry, what are you looking at?'

'The most beautiful girl in the world. I mean, I could look at you forever. Everything, I love everything about you, in a way words can't explain. I can't see how on earth you don't see the beauty that I see, I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. But until then, all I can do is tell you. Tell the truth and try to show you how much you mean to me because I wouldn't be able to survive on this earth without you Ari. I don't care that we've only known each other for a few months, as long as I get to have you to myself for the rest of my life. I love you Arianna Wilson,' the blank expression on his face shifted into a look of pure admiration and love. A look I never thought I would see again. I felt a tear roll down my cheek, and I let it fall. I need to learn how to control these little shits honestly.

'Harry I don't know what I did to deserve you, your love. Maybe one day I will be able to see myself as something more than the blunt comments, but now that I've got you I'm never letting you go. We are a team. We work together. And without you I am nothing. You are all I ever wanted and all I will ever need. I know you will have to leave but this bittersweet moment couldn't be more perfect. It's perfect because I've got you. I love you Harry Styles.' I locked my eyes on his gorgeous green eyes, and Harry finally closed the gap between us.

Our lips moved perfectly in sync, as I let my hands run through his hair. God I missed him.

'I only just realised how cheesy this whole scene was,' I mumbled, making Harry chuckle deeply, his killer smirk returning during the kiss.