Abused *Mindless Behavior story *

Thanks

Hey guys I just wanted to say thanks for all the support and stuff I've received while writing this story. The eating disorder is getting better and I've started to get it under control. I just wanted to dedicate this chapter to the kids who've been bullied or are even getting bullied now.

When you get bullied, I know it's not easy to deal with. You feel like no one cares about you, or your just not important. Well you are important, and more people care about you than you actually realize.

Some people receive rude comments, getting shoved into lockers, people knock your books out of your hands, trip you while your walking, just randomly come up and start picking fights with you, etc. Don't let those people who bully you see that it bothers you. Don't let them see you at your weak point. Just stay confident, keep your head up, and stay strong. There's not many things you can do when being bullied, I would know I've been there.

Some kids think they're completely alone while they get bullied, but your not alone, there are thousands of other kids who deal with being bullied every single day.

On a personal experience, I've been called fat, ugly, stupid, whore, slut, etc. I've even been used as a punching bag. The person who would do it would do it always went for my boobs, my ribs, arms, back, hips, and legs. I would go into the bathroom and cry afterward. My friends would ask me what's wrong and I would just say nothing, even though it was actually something.

I would come home and have bruises all over me, my parents would question me about it, and I told them lies. After it went on for almost half of the year I finally punched back one morning, and the person didn't know what to do. When I punched them, I hit them in the center of the chest. I even cracked all of my knuckles while doing it.

From that moment, I decided I wasn't going to let anyone do that to me anymore. Anytime I would get hit, I would swing right back. I used to walk with my head down, no smile on my face, and cry in the bathroom daily. Ever since I swung back, I walk with my head up, with a smile, and there's no crying involved. Sure I still get called names and stuff but I don't let the people who call me it, see my weak points. I just keep my head up and act like it doesn't bother me. They leave me alone for the most part now.

Everyone has a different situation going on with them, but it shouldn't lead to suicide, or murder. When your young suicide seems like the only way to get things to stop, and to just leave it all behind, but it's not. There are other options than many should consider. You've got your whole life ahead of you, don't go wasting it just because of getting bullied.

Your life is to precious to just throw away. If you have a certain hobby or something your really good at, let people see that. If your good at drawing or singing, take an art class, join choir or even try out for a school play where there's singing. Let people see you, let the get to know you. Don't let being bullied keep you from doing what you love.

Everyone is unique and special in their own way. You were made and put on this earth for a reason, let that reason out and show people that special reason.

I recently just watched the help for the firs time on a road trip and it's truly inspirational. Don't let your color, or your race be a problem. I don't care if your white, black, mexican, arabic, etc. if you are nice to me, then I will be nice to you. If your mean to me, don't expect me to be nice in return. I might just completely ignore you all together.

If your black And your from the hood don't let people automatically think that your not good, or your not going to get anything accomplished. show them that your not like the gang me where and stuff. if your mexican, don't let people automatically think you sell drugs. Not everyone does that, don't even let them think your gonna hijack their car or jump the border. Show the stereotypes that not everyone in your race is bad. <-(Sorry if that offended people)

My uncle is a racist, my aunt who I'm very close with is racist. it was the way she as brought up. I'm dating a mixed boy, but I'm not gonna let the fact that people in my family are racist get between the relationship. Yes I would like my family to meet him, and if they don't like him oh well. At least I did what I could.

Anyway, at the beginning of the help, one of the maids has a little girl in her lap and she says;

"You is smart, You is kind, You is important."

Guys tell yourself this daily. Do it at least once a day, maybe even more if you feel it's needed. Tell yourself it when your getting bullied. Tell it to yourself however many times you have to in order to help yourself gain more confidence, to help yourself see that your so special, loved, and important. Find yourself and embrace it. Let it all out.

Maybe one day do something completely out of order, go out of your comfort zone and make new friends. If you always have a hoodie one, take it off and see how many people realize. If you have those cute little outfits in the back of your closet that you never wear because you think your not pretty enough. Dig them out and wear them out in public, where them to school. Show people that your a fun person. Be vibrant, stand out in a crowd. Don't be afraid to show the side of you, you keep hidden beneath baggy, loose clothes.

Make your own dent in the world. Be your own kind of beautiful. Have your own definition to the word beautiful.



Guys I really hoped this helped out a lot of you. just remember keep your head up and stay strong. Love you guys. 😘