I fluttered my eyes open as Jenna rolled out of bed. She walked to the bathroom and shut the door. I yawned and rolled my body to the other side to try to fall back asleep. It didn't work. I sighed, sitting up out of bed. Jenna opened the bathroom door, only wearing the shirt I threw off last night and underwear. I faked a smirk and cracked my knuckles. She plopped back into bed, staring at the ceiling. I pulled my pants up as my boxers began to peek out. The doorbell rang and I looked at Jenna. "I'll get it." She nodded and I walked out our bedroom door. I walked to the front door and opened it cautiously. My mother stood there, looking at me.
"Bo, where's your shirt hon?" She asked.
I looked down at my bare chest. I just barely had abs but I made up for it with my V-line. I masked a smile and looked back at her.
"Jenna has it- Uh what's up?" I asked.
"Just checking in." She said, smiling.
I slid to the side, allowing her inside. She strolled in, looking around the room. I sighed, shutting the door. My mother looked at me.
"Where's Jen?" She asked me. I glanced over at the bedroom.
"Sleeping." I lied. "I'll go get a shirt."
She sat down on the couch as I slowly opened the door. Jenna had her forearm covering her eyes and her other on her stomach.
"Baby," I said. "My, uh, mom is here."
Jenna shot me a look. "I don't wanna go out there."
I nodded. "I said you were sleeping."
She sighed. "I'll go out there for a minute, then I'm gonna take a shower."
I shrugged. "Alright then."
I picked up my blue T-shirt and slid it over my head. Jenna looked at my chest as I did so. I smirked.
"Like what you see?" I joked, trying to lighten the mood.
"Yeah." She said, keeping a straight face.
I tussled my hair and walked over to her. I hugged her tightly.
"It'll be okay." I whispered into her ear. "I love you."
I felt a small smile on my neck. "I love you too."
I kissed her neck and ran my fingers through her hair. Jenna smile- a real one this time. "What would happen if I never met you?"
I sighed. "I don't even wanna think about life without you."
Jenna let out a small giggle under her breath. "I'll never let this go."
"Let what go, babe?" I asked. She put a hand on my cheek.
"This moment." She said, kissing my nose.
I smiled and picked her up. She wrapped her legs around me, placing her hands onto the back of my neck. She was warm and soft.
"I promise it'll get better." I reassured her.
"With you around- I don't doubt it." Jenna said, placing her head onto my shoulder.
In this moment I knew why I chose her. The woman my heart belongs to. I love Jenna Douglass with all my heart.
*Jenna POV* -Graphic-
It's basically been three days since Bo and I have even talked about it. It honestly was horrible, and I wanted to understand exactly why it was happening. I understand people have it harder but..... It's hard, yknow? I walked into the living room, catching Bo reading.
"Jenna?" Bo asked, keeping his eyes on the book.
"Yep." I answered, turning to look at him.
"I was thinking of, uh... nevermind." He stuttered.
I sighed and walked closer to him. He marked his place and put the book down in front of him. I sent a small smirk and pushed his glasses up from slipping down his nose. He smiled as I did it.
"What is it, Bo?" I asked him. He shrugged.
"I was thinking of putting up another youtube video."
"Sounds like a good idea, what's stopping you?" I asked.
"Well, erm, I was wondering if you wanted to be in it." He said.
I thought about it for a minute. I wasn't in a comedic mood, to be honest. I don't think Bo was, but his comedy eases the pain.
"Uh sure, sounds fun." I lied. Bo smiled and sent me chills.
He snaked his arm around my waist and pulled me onto his lap. I blushed as I landed on him. He placed his other hand on my hip and laid his head onto my shoulder. I pressed my head against his. Neither of us smile, nor talked. This was enough for us, mostly. Don't ask me how long we were there because I'm really bad at losing track of time. After a while I turned my face to see his. Bo glanced down at my lips, then back at my eyes. I wanted to kiss him, but before I had the chance he took the hand off my hip and placed it onto the back of my head. He pushed me slightly closer to him.
"I love you..." He whispered into my ear.
Bo kissed my lobe, and I tightened my grip on his arm. His hot tongue trailed up my ear as he kissed softly along it. I placed my fingers through his hair as he made his way along my jawline. I gasped as he did so, surprising me as he licked along my neck. Bo slowly planted kisses along my chin until he made his way to my lips.
"Bo.." I whined quietly. He's teasing me now.. Just kiss me!
He silently pressed his face closer, and I could smell his warm breath. He smelled so damn good. Bo slowly placed his lower lip against mine, then closly behind came his top lip. He pursed them slowly against mine, softly. He'd never kissed me like this. Of course, he never was rough with me, but he was never this soft and lustful. I placed my hand on his thigh and he tensed up against me.
"Jenna," He moaned against my lips.
He pulled his lips back and I panicked, already missing his touch. Bo sighed quietly from his nose and looked at me.
"I can't do... that." He whispered. I tilted my head.
"Why not?" I asked him quietly.
"It's too.." He trailed off. "..Soon."
I pulled my arm off his shoulder. "Soon?"
"You know... the, uh.." He glanced at my stomach.
My heart dropped. "Oh.."
He slowly pushed his body up and I quickly jumped off him.
"So uh..." He said awkwardly. I sighed.
"I'll be in the bathroom if you need me, ok." I said to him.
He nodded, looking at the floor. I rolled my eyes and walked away. I strolled to the bathroom, my stomach suddenly hurting. I wasn't sure why, either. I sat on the toilet and waited for something to come. I felt something push againt me and I groaned. I looked down to see blood dripping from me. I gasped, my heart beating fast. Oh my God.... the baby will come out. I fluttered my eyes from crying. I don't want Bo to see this. My hands shaked as I gripped the counter next to me, pushing slightly. It was coming out, either way. I knew it wasn't going to be big, probably very small. I felt like I was about to puke as I pushed harder. I let out a small yelp, but Bo didn't hear. I pushed until I felt it come. I heard it drop as I released my grip from the counter. I didn't do anything, I couldn't. I was in shock as to what just happened. I didn't bear to look down, b-but I had to do something about it. I shakily brought my hand to my mouth. Please God, let this be a dream. It wasn't. Tears slipped and soon I was crying hysterically. I need Bo, I can't do this alone
