Who am I Really?

Forever Hidden

First hour was a bore. All we did was listen to lectured about volume and volocity - blah, blah, bla- "Hey Mr. C!" I was so lost in day dreaming I didn't even realize who had walked through the door. "Late again Kathrine? What's the excuse this time?" Mr. Casey was always getting on her case. Then again she was always late. "Sorry Mr. C., no excuse, just my brother wanted to take his time getting out of bed and into the car. He thinks the world revolves around him," She sat down next to me and whispers "hey hot stuff." She nudged my arm and looks up and down at my outfit. I was wearing black skinny jeans with holes in the knees with a maroon crop top and combat boots. You know, the whole badass rocker look. I laughed at Katie's comment "Hey kid, Mike slept in again huh?" "Oh no," she smirked "I was with Anthony." Anthony was Katie's on-again-off-again boyfriend. "I don't even want to know what happened." I rolled my eyes and faced the front of the room. Unfortunately for me, I made the mistake of looking Mr. Casey in the eye. "Thank you Koda!" He exclaimed holding an envelope in his hand with his arm extended. "Tell the office ladies I said hello." I sighed under my breath and stood up walking to the front of the room. I grabbed the letter from his hand and went on my way.
I put my headphones in and turned the volume all the way up; as I usually did when I was in the hallway by myself. I clicked on snapchat to see what the latest story updates were, then BAM ! Someone crashed into me and my phone went flying, ripping my headphones away with it. I bent down picking up my phone keeping my eyes towards the floor. "Sorry I wasn't paying attention." I wrapped my headphones around my phone. "No, no it was my fault, I was totally daydreaming, are you okay?" I knew as soon as she started talking exactly who had just ran into me. "Y...yeah I'm okay..I'm..in wonderful!" Wonderful..really?!?' I couldn't think of anything smoother?!?she smiled at my comment and my heart just about exploded. "You have a pretty smile by the way." she blushed and looked down at the ground. "Thank you...I'll uh, see you around?" She was trying so hard to get me to look up at her, but I knew if I did, I would burst out into nervous shakes and stutters. "Yeah, see you around." She walked past me and her arm gently brushed mine; her long black hair bouncing with every step. God did I want her. I wanted her more than I wanted to breathe. But, that was LUX, and I was...well, me.