Engaged With The School's Playboy | Kai [COMPLETED]

Chapter 19 - Hurt and Goodbye

"You can do this. Just forget him." I've told myself this for the nth time but I still keep thinking about him.

Then the image of Sam and Kai floated around in my mind, making me feel like killing myself.

"DON'T REMEMBER THAT! DON'T! DON'T! DON'T! FOR FK'S SAKE! AISH IM GOING CRAZY!!" I landed on my bed face down and started to sob uncontrollably.

"I miss you..."

Kai's POV

I stood outside her said apartment and waited. I paced around while biting on my nails.

A sudden shriek woke me up.

"DON'T REMEMBER THAT! DON'T! DON'T! DON'T! FOR FK'S SAKE! AISH I'M GOING CRAZY!!" It was Minjung's voice. I looked up. I want to go to her. I want to comfort her.

I want to apologise to her.

But I know I can't.

Because of the grave mistake of having s** infront of her.

I broke her heart but my heart is breaking even more because of the cold treatment she gave me earlier on.

I came to apologise, but she acted like she didn't know me. If only if she could hear my heart breaking into the finest bits.

I hate myself.

I'll never ever forgive myself.

The rain started falling and I thought it was the cue for me to leave.

I turned around and walked away under the heavy rain that is as heavy as my heart. Just as I took exactly three steps, I heard a window shatter. I looked back and saw a metal box fall. I picked it up and opened the lid.

It was full of letters.

I read it under the rain and I wanted to cry.

'Kai is such a gentleman and not the jerk he is before'

'I see him as Kim Jong In, not Kai.'

'Kai is making me fall for his charms.'

And many more.

Why didn't I know earlier? The fact she liked me for real.

I thought it was a joke. How much pain she would have gone through. I couldn't take it anymore and started crying.

I did all those bad things that make her suffer. For what reason? No reason at all. Why? I don't know.

I don't know anymore.

I just want to forget everything.

And restart.

Is that possible?

'It isn't.. You broke her heart too many times.' My inner self told me. I threw the box aside and walked through the rain back home.

No one's POV

"Omona! Why are you drenched?" His mom came to him. He ignored him and went up to his room. He went to the bathroom and let the water fill the tub.

He realised, he didn't have memorable moments with her as her fiance. He feels bad.

When the tub was filled, he went in and laid there, thinking, before making the worst decision.

He let his whole body submerge into the waters.