Is It Still Worth It (Book Two)

Mommie Dearest

Yeah so I just got a job......

that's my excuse for being so late to update

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Shall we move along 😅

Enjoy 🙏🏾

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Noelle

It's been three weeks since the ordeal with Don and Michael has been around me a lot more since I've told him I would move into his 'mini mansion' I like to call it, out in Cali. Monica was able to help me find someone to oversee the studio while I was away. Before I hopped on the plane I also found out that I was indeed pregnant.... Ten weeks to be exact.

I haven't told Michael yet. It's not that I'm scared to tell him, or that I'm afraid of his reaction. I mean we have talked about having children later on in life, but God does things for a reason. I'm actually overjoyed that am.

I was deprived from experiencing being a mother. My mother was more ecstatic then I was, being that Trinity would have been her first grandchild. Sadly, cancer took away her opportunity, but I know my baby girl is her Nana's arms in heaven. It did take a while for me to get over the miscarriage. Thankful I had my step-father and Baba at the time while Tristan was no where in sight.

But I know Michael wouldn't do that to me. I'm positive that he will be a great dad to our baby. He is a complete family-orientated type of guy. Him and his siblings are close. I've gotten to meet Jamila and Khalid a few times when they would stop by.

I really wanted to surprise him in some type of way like they do on social media with the pregnancy test or the balloons trick. I've told Monica and she thinks it's a good idea too, but she was more excited in becoming an auntie again. However, I know I gotta watch my baby around her, or he or she will learn a few of her habits.

I was in the living room watching the last episode of Power. I swear I've been obsessed with this show since season 1. I never trusted Angela since season one and I just knew Ghost was eventually gonna get locked up cause of her ass.

"So the next audition for the movie is next Friday?" Michael asked, sitting next to me onto the couch, he's been on the phone with his manager for like an hour now.

"Alright!, Thanks Dwayne bye." He hung up the phone and sighed as he turned towards me. "Your so lucky that your not an actor." He said to me causing me to chuckle from the pouting face he had on.

"You should be thankful that you even get to do what you love." I replied kissing he's pouted lips.

"So you don't love what you do?" He asked raising a brow.

"No, I love big a photographer. Since I was a little girl all I ever wanted wanted to do is take pictures. I get to work with different people that have their own definition of beauty. In addition, I get to give back to my community and different organizations that help give opportunities to people who are less fortunate than me. My mother always told me have a career, but make sure your career doesn't distract you from giving back."

He looked at me with a certain amazement in his face. He leaned forward and kissed my lips a few times.

"I swear you cease to amaze me Noelle. I hope that when we have kids they have a generous heart like yours." He said laying down onto of me, snuggling his head onto my chest. My heart fluttered at that statement.