Poem 4: seeing me blindly

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You say you love me
I hear it every single day
You say you see me
But if you truly saw, I know you'd never stay

You say you know me
You think you can read my mind
You say you hear me
But every time I scream you seem to change your mind

Your lying mouth
Your honest eyes
How can I trust you

Your sugar words
Death lullabies
I cannot trust you

See me
I show you my scars
You only look at my smile
I could tear out my heart
And it's just more to the pile

Hear me
I whisper my screams
With my breath of I'm fine
If you heard you'd hurt it seems
So bottled breaking survives

Hear my cry
Or watch me die

You think you get it
I told so now you think I'm glass
Said to forget it
But you treat like every breath's my last

My mind is trapped
Bound by the secret blood
It left, now back
The crippled walks new lies for love

My lying mouth
My honest eyes
You can not trust me

My sugar words
Death lullabies
Don't you dare trust me

See me
I show you my scars
You only look at my smile
I could tear out my heart
And it's just more to the pile

Hear me
I whisper my screams
With my breath of I'm fine
If you heard you'd hurt it seems
So bottled breaking survives

Hear my call
Or watch me fall

Hear me
See me
Don't you dare believe me

Hear me
See me
This is my insanity

Hear me
See me
Don't you dare believe me

Hear me
See me
This is my insanity

Hear me!
See me!
Don't you dare believe me!

Hear me!
See me!
This is my insanity!!

Hear my call
Or watch me fall

Hear my cry
Or watch me die

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