Poem 6: Jealous of your pain

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Stories of hardships and loss
Ending with broken pieces
But he fights for you at all costs
You don't get his reasons

Stories of strength unmatched
Projected through unique eyes
And he loves you all strings attached
I see and a part of me dies

You have him from your hurt
You have him with your strength
You have such beautiful worth
But I don't measure to your length

Your story so different and good
Mine can never be yours
But if it could, change it I would
But this story isn't in stores

I want it. Everything that brought you him
I'm green with envy at your pain
He's there for you with every whim
I wouldn't have it any other way.

Give me that life
Give me that love
Give me that story
I need it more

Don't you see?
I'm jealous of your pain because it brought you the one thing I can never have.

A story that made you unique
A story that brought you love
This could cure my jealousy
Then I wouldn't have to break myself to be good enough

~~~~~~~Author's Note~~~~~~

Hey guys!

Today I just sort of woke up and all hell seemed to break loose in my mind. It's been really rough recently, but when I feel like this is the worst.

It in all honesty hurts to the point of complete insanity, but it's just another day in paradise.

Yay..
Ugh.

Well, I'm just gonna go watch vampire diaries and eat my feelings and hope I forget why I'm sad for the moment!

Love yoooouuuuuu!❤️

-da queen👑

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