Recovery

chapter 10

"yoooo" jacob said answering his phone like he usually did. 

" hey son."  his dad said in a soft worn out tone. 

jacob sighed. " oh... whats up?" jacob asked. 

" i just wanted to check up on you to make sure you was alright..." his dad said. 

" im fine." jacob shot back ready to end the call.  

"thats good........ so um why did you leave?" his dad questioned. 

"  i aint into being no where when im not wanted." jacob said truthfully. 

his dad let out a frustrated breath.. 

" son please come back.... don't forget what you came out here for in the first place, you said you wanted to change your life. and i want to help you so come back so that we can get through this together." 

" no." jacob said firmly. " i don't need you or any body else." jacob told him crushing his dad's heart. 

" don't be like that." his dad said in a soft tone. 

jacob remained silent. 

" look i understand yo-" his dad started but jacob cut him off before he could even finish. 

"stop! don't you dare sit here and lie telling me you understand because you don't. you don't understand what its like to wake up and worry about where you gone get yo next meal, you don't have to worry about when another eviction notice will appear on your door you don't have to worry about if your lights will get turned off. you don't even know shit about the struggle so don't sit here and tell me you understand!"  he spat out of frustration.... deep down jacob felt betrayed. back when he was only 12  years old his dad left his mom there to care for him and his older sister while he ran off to get married and start a new family. while his dad was out in the suburbs living a happy life jacob and his mom and sister was going through all kinds of struggle his mom was working 2 jobs that paid less than minimum wage she couldn't get much of a good paying job without even a GED. she wasn't even able to finish her senior year because she had to drop out and care for her oldest daughter. jacob's dad john filled her head up with all kinds of lies just so he can have his way with her.... he told her that he would be there for her and take care of her she would never have to work a day in her life but that was a lie. because a few years after jacob was born his dad grew un  happy with jacob's mom Anna don't get me wrong he loved his kids but his heart was else where, and he let that be known. he told Anna exactly how he felt and how he wasn't attached to her anymore emotionally or physically. the connection just wasn't there. he still wanted to be in his kids life but him moving out took a toll on their family drastically but thats a different story for a different chapter so lets just get back to this phone call. 

"your right........... im sorry you have to go through that." his dad said trying his hardest to not let his son's words get to him. " but i just want you to know im here for you, whatever you need ill be here. don't ever feel like you have to go back into drug dealing just to help your mom. because even tho were not together anymore i don't wanna see her do bad either and ill help you two with anything all it takes is one phone call. " his dad assured him. 

jacob remained silent. he didn't want to have to get money from his father it made him feel dependent and like a lil bitch. he wanted to be able to help his mom with the bills with money that he earned on his own and if selling drugs was the only way then thats what he was going to do.

" i love you son.... don't forget that." his dad told him jacob let out a deep breath before ending the call.  meanwhile i was at home packing an over night bag to go to kylie's  house. im so sick of being here with chres all he does is get on my nerves now and for some strange reason he thinks hes my dad like fuck outta here with that bullshit.  i walked up the hall trying to get to the kitchen but i stopped when i hear moaning coming from chres room.

" oh shit, yes faster baby faster!" i heard some mystery girl moan out.

" oh you like that lauren? alright lift your leg up real quick. " i heard chres breathe out in between bangs.  omfg lauren?! i couldn't believe chres was in his room fucking one of my bestfriends....... i went back into my room to continue packing when i heard chres room door creak open. foot steps trailed down the steps then i heard the front door open im guessing that was lauren trying to creep out to avoid me. i stomped down the hall busting into chres room door as he pulled a shirt on over his head. "you fucked my bestfriend?" I screamed at him in pure disgust. he chuckled.

" oh you heard?" he asked with a smirk.

" she was a virgin!" i screamed back furious.

" not anymore." he said with that same stupid smirk.  " and i gotta say, she had some of the sweetest, wettest, tightest cat iv ever had." chres said as he closed his eyes and licked his lips.

" ewwwwww thats fucking gross!" i shouted.

" yea well get use to it because ill definitely  be hitting that again maybe even tomorrow she mad me cum 4 times! 4  times man!" chres repeated as he laughed. " she got that magical cat." he chuckled. i gave him a look of pure disgust. ew i almost wanted to barf. i stormed out of his room slamming his door. i was furious. the reason why i was mad is because i knew lauren deserved someone better than to loose her v card to my brother hes a pig and dont give a shit about girls and with lauren it wasn't going to be any different...