Recovery

chapter 39 FINALE

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as i paced up and down the stairs of my house i continued to contemplate my plan thoroughly everything had to go smooth because one slip up and i would be dead. i know fucking with jacob and his crew is like committing suicide. but it has to be done.... they both deserve it. and by midnight jacob and lesley will be laid out on a cold floor drowning in their own blood. jacob turned me into this killer that im about to become and my goal is to walk out of there the only one still breathing and thats exactly what im going to do... or atleast die trying. 

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as i continued to go over my plan jacob was going on with his normal day. he walked into the room picking matthew up. i watched him carefully as he smiled down at his son. if jacob didn't really love anybody else i knew for sure he loved matthew.... or was he lying about that too? i continued to watch his every move. matthew giggled and squirmed in his arms as jacob walked towards me he pecked me on my lips then used his free hand to grip my butt. and at that moment i had to ask my self did i want to go through with my plan. was i really going to take the life of the only man iv ever loved? was i going to take matthew father away from him? was it even worth it?  as jacob held matthew his phone buzzed in his pocket he took it out reading the text message. i watched as a smirk formed on his face.  and right then i knew that text was from lesley or one of his hoes which took me back to my angry state. hell yea im going through with this. 

"aye uh i gotta go handle something ill be back tonight tho." he assured me. 

i remained silent. 

he placed matthew onto our bed in the middle then kissed his lips quickly. "ill see you later big head." he smiled. little did he know is that he was lying. he would not be seeing matthew later in fact anybody else of that matter.

seconds later jacob disappeared out of the room. i laid next to matthew on the bed. "its just me and you matt and thats how its always gone be." i told him. my brother was dead, my dad was dead, my best friend was dead and my mom is going through serious depression. all i have left is matthew and surprisingly, im okay with that atleast i know my own son will never betray me. after playing with matthew for a while i packed him a over night bag then drove over to will's house. 

after knocking on the door i waited with matthew and his bag in my arms will opened the door with his gun as he stood there confused. " who is it baby?" his girlfriend asked from the kitchen. 

" lyric." he responded in a shocked tone. he looked behind me i guess expecting to see jacob. 

"what you doing on this side of town girl? where is jacob." he asked while moving his dreads out his face. 

"not like i know." i said with a shrug. " but im here because i need a favor... can you watch matthew for a few hours please."  i plead. 

" you shouldn't be here girl. go home." will said shaking his head he was still mad because i pulled that gun out on jacob haha then hes going to be furious once i actually kill him. 

"please will. ill pay this is really important." i begged. 

he sighed as he grabbed matthew out of my arms. " im doing this because i love matthew not for you." will said making sure i understood. i nodded as he grabbed the bag. 

he looked at me skeptical before shutting the door to his house. i let out a frustrated breath as i got back into my car.

and when the clock struck 12 my plan was in motion.