Recovery

chapter 34

as i woke up i looked on jacob's side of the bed to find it empty. i sighed as i reached on the night stand grabbing my phone. i listened as it rang and rang then eventually went to voice mail. i threw my phone onto the bed as i allowed my head to fall in my hands as tears of stress rolled down my face. even though i didn't want to believe it. something in me said that jacob was cheating... it was obvious. 

i shook my head as i dragged my self out of bed going to the shower. after handling my hygiene i put on a pair of Adidas sweat pants a crop top then slipped on my white ones. i threw my hair up into a big bun then walked across the hall into matthew's room. i went into his dresser getting out his Adidas sweats a t shirt and his Adidas's jacket and his white ones also... i just wanted him to match me. cute right? 

after i washed him up and put on his clothes we went down into the kitchen to eat. i fixed him a bottle and added some cereal then sat him in his swing as he held his bottle himself. i watched him as i ate a bowl of oat meal. once he was done with his bottle we headed out the house going to the doctor for his appointment. usually jacob always comes with us but this time he obviously had something more important to do. 

i rolled my eyes at the thought. jacob is really beginning to piss me off. 

once we arrived at the hospital me and matthew waited in the waiting room for over an hour until our name was finally called. 

i carried matthew to the back where the nurse guided us. 

" hes grown so big and cute!" she complimented as she shut the door. 

" thanks." i smiled. 

she began to check matthew's ears and everything. once she was done she opened up the room door. " the doctor with be with you as soon as possible." she smiled before leaving out of the room.

5  minutes after she left the door opened again as a doctor walked in. 

" Hi im lisa." she smiled. 

" hi... mr tucker isn't here today?" i questioned. referring to matthews doctor. 

" no not today." she smiled again as she sat down. 

" this is matthew perez correct?" she asked.

"yes." I nodded. 

she smiled. " great well lets get started." she said as she began to fill out papers. i watched her as my phone began to ring. i ignored it. but after it rang 3 more times i pulled it out to answer the call. 

" im sorry but you can't talk on that in here." she said. 

i stuffed my phone back into my pocket. 

" no, its fine..go ahead outside and take your call. by the time you get back his check up will be over." she smiled. 

i looked at her then down at matthew as he chewed on his toy in his own little world. 

" well alright." i gave in. " mommy will be right back." i said kissing him then i was out the door going back into the waiting room answering the unknown call. 

" hello?" I said frustrated. 

" hey sissy... you miss me?" a voice blared through the phone.. it sounded all to familiar. i thought for a moment as the voice continued to sink it. 

" aww don't tell me you forgot about me already." he chuckled. 

and thats when it hit me. 

" chres?" i asked in disbelief. 

" bingo!" He shouted cheerfully. 

my hand flew over my mouth as i stood there. 

" so hows life treating ya?" He asked casually.