Recovery

Chapter 32

As I stepped out the shower of the hotel room with my towel wrapped around me my phone begin to ring again. Thinking it was Jacob I stormed over to the phone answering it. " stop fucking calling me!" I screamed.

"Damn.... You ight?" Nina's soft voice asked.

I sighed...

"Sorry." I said as I sat on the bed.

"I heard about what happened.... "She said lowly.

"Yea." I said on the verge of tears again.

"Where are you?" She asked.

"At the hotel right off 95th" I Said.

"What's your room number I'm about to come over there." She said.

I told her the room number then continued to lay there 10 minutes went by when my phone buzzed indicating I had a text.

"Sorry." The text from Nina read. I didn't even have a chance to respond before there was a knock on my hotel door. I peeked out the pep hole to see Jacob. I stood there wondering How the hell did he know where I was but it was then that I realized Nina told him.

"Lyric open up baby. Please.." Jacob plead.

And at that moment my anger took over.

I opened the door drawing my hand back and smacking him right in the face. He clenched his teeth as he grabbed me. But I continued to swing at him while I held my towel up with my other hand.

"Lyric calm the fuck down!" He screamed pushing me in the room closing the door.

"Don't fucking touch me! I hate you! I fucking hate you!!" I screamed.

Jacob sighed.

"You don't mean that baby." He said rubbing my face softly.

"I do. I lost my family for you and this is what you do to me?! I hate you Jacob." I said as tears began to flow down.

This was new to Jacob. He never been in a situation like this before. He's so used to doing what he wanted when ever he wanted to do it.

I dropped down onto the bed crying more as I thought back to everything I sacrificed for him. It wasn't even worth it... None of it.

"Baby... You gotta believe me. I'm sorry..... I promise, I am." Jacob said lowly as he lowered him self down on top of me.

"I don't need you." I said shaking my head.

He removed my towel and started kissing my neck.

"Stop." I said lowly.

"Do you really want me to?" He asked in between kisses. I didn't respond.

He lowered his kisses down my belly to my inner thighs.

" I love you lyric... She meant nothing." He assured me before he put his tongue to work. I don't need him. I don't need him. I don- who the heck am I trying to fool? I DO need him....Jacob is my everything, he's all I have left.

I laid my head back onto the bed as pleasure took over my body. And just like that, I was back under his love spell.

Jacob stripped himself from his clothes then positioned himself in between my legs. He continued to kiss me as he gave me slow deep strokes.... Usually Jacob is all rough and fast but this time... It was different.

An hour and 30 minutes later both of our bodies were hot and sticky as Jacob continued to move at a steady pace. I dug my nails into his back adding more scratches to the collection. And right then we both reached our climax for the 4th time.