Remember Me?

Chapter 20

Troye (I'm going to skip more months so it's easier to write)

6 months past.

"Troye it's your last day." My mom yells and I walk down the stairs. I'm passing all my classes. In very deep depression. My arms are super slashed up. Every night I find more places to self harm. Still nothing from him. It's almost been a year since the accident.

"Hungry Troye?" My mom asks and I shake my head.

"Troye is been like a few days since you last ate." My mom says and u shrug. 

"I eat a big lunch." I say and lie out of my mouth. I have lost. 15 pounds in 3 months. And I eat once and awhile and keep my weight with a few snacks  here and there. I have been getting worse. Massive bandages on my arms.  No one notices.  Bags under my eyes. I don't sleep. It's bad.

"Just eat something." She says and grabs my arms I wince and pull away quickly.  Trying not to show pain.

"Is everything okay?"My mom asks and I nod right away.

"Mom I'm fine." I say and she sighs.

"I'm here for you." She says and I  walk slowly away.

"That's what they all say." I say lowly as a whisper.

"Bye honey have a good last day." My mom calls and I walk out the door with just my phone and headphones and a pencil.  Exam and I'm done for the year. I get on the bus  and wait for my school.

Connors P.O.V

"Mr. Franta  you get out today." My nurse says and I smile. I finally can get outside and see my friends. Maybe try and talk to Troye.

"Here are your clothes and I'll come back for your last check up." The nurse says and I nod. I throw my clothes on my parents brought for me. By the time she comes back I'm walking around my room with a limp because of my ankle still hurts.

"Alright so how is your  head any discomfort?" My nurse asks and I shake my head.

"No." I say and sit on the bed. Playing with my hands.

"Okay how does your ankle feel?" She asks and I move it around. 

"A little sore but I can still walk." I say and she nods.

"It will get better in a couple weeks. It was a bad break. It healed nicely." She says and then looks at me.

"Any memory of Troye?" She asks me and I think no.

"No unfortunately not." I say and she nods. I have gotten so close to this nurse she has been there for me since day one.

"Well Connor I'm proud of you." She says and I scrunch  my face.

"Why?" I ask and she smiles.

"You have done so well. I will be talking about you to ever person who comes in here with the same thing or maybe something different." She says and I smile and blush a little. 

"Well Connor. In 2 weeks I need to do another check up. So we will make you an appointment and you are free to go." She says and I stand up and she hands me some pills I throw it in my bag. Then walk to her and hug her.

"Thank you for everything." I say and hug her tighter.

"I'm here for you and I'm routing for you to remember him." She says and I nod. I sit there for about an hour gathering my things slowly.  She made me an appointment and I sit on my bed and lay down quickly.  I think about how I spent almost a year in here. I smile and then sit up and this well since I have another hour in here I might as well and try and remember.  I look threw the book and slowly turn the pages. I smile and I feel a massive pain in my head. I lean back and moan. Ah. 

"Ahhh!" I yell and hold my head. This should just be the healing of my head. 

"Connor I love you." A voice says.

"Ahha." I say and then curl into a ball. The nurse runs in and I lay there in pain.

"Connor!" She says and another thing hits my head.

"Connor baby I love you so much. I can't wait for another kiss." Another voice says.

"It has a familiar sound." I say to my self holding my head. My nurse holds my hand. 

"Baby I need you." The voice says.

"Come back to me." Troye says.

"Troye." I say and she nods.

"Yeah he is your friend." She says and I shake my head. 

"No. He's my boyfriend." I say and she stops.

"Wait you said he is your boyfriend." She says and I nod.

"He's my boyfriend for 3 years and 7 months. He loves me.  I love him.  I remember  his birthday party.  I remember all the tears. I remember his  hair. His heart." I say breathing heavy.

"I need help I need you." The voice says and I nod.

"I love you Troye." I say and the nurse stands up.

"It's a miracle." She says and I smile. I remember him. I remember the love he gives me. I remember the sex. I remember his love. I remember Troye.

"Tell your parents! It's the end of school so Troye will be home soon." The nurse says and I nod and grab everything. 

"Thank you for everything!" I scream and walk out fast.

"Mom you have to get me home and then to Troye." I say and she looks at me.

"Wait you mean you." She says and I nod.

"I remember mom I remember him. 3 years and 7 months." I say and she nods. 

"Oh my god. Baby." She says and hugs me tight I can't wait to see my baby. I can't wait to see my sweet beautiful Troye. I haven't seen him in like weeks.  Months cause of school. I hope in the car my siblings  hugging me and I smile  finally I'm happy  I remember.