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Jess

I love you, Jess. More than anything.

That same phrase kept replaying in my head. Over and over and over and over... I felt like I was going insane. Maybe I was going insane. Who knows? But I just couldn't get his voice out of my head...

"I love you, Jess. More than anything."
He said, for real this time. A single tear rolled down my cheek. "Why are you crying?" He asked, the worry etched deep in his features. I just shook my head. I was only crying because this time he actually said it. It wasn't just a figure of my imagination..

"Jess, look at me." He said, lifting my chin. I looked up at him, and I noticed how his eyes were filled with something I've never seen before. Love. But that couldn't be it. He didn't love me. That was pretty much impossible.

"Luke, I-" I started to say, but he cut me off by crushing his lips against mine. I was taken by surprise at first, but eventually I sunk into the kiss, feeling at ease once again. It felt as if the kiss lasted for hours, but he finally pulled away, pecking my lips once more.

"Now, what were you going to say?" Luke asked with a smirk.

I gave him a small smile. "Nothing." I whispered. I sat down on the ground, underneath the nearby Willow tree. Luke sat down next to me and we looked out at the setting sun, watching the reds, oranges, yellows, and pinks mixing together to create a calm and peaceful setting.

Luke took my hand in his. "You're cold." He stated. He took off his sweatshirt and handed it to me.

"Thank you." I said quietly, slipping on the oversized, warm sweatshirt. When I had it on, Luke put his arm around me and I laid my head on his chest. I closed my eyes and let his warmth wash over me. I felt so safe in his arms. I felt like I could stay there forever.

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I woke up, expecting to be in Luke's arms still, but I was only in my own bed. I sighed. Of course that had never actually happened with Luke. Of course it was only a dream. And now I was back to reality where Luke wasn't in my life anymore, and where I wasn't in his. A tear rolled down my cheek, but I was quick to wipe it away.  My phone buzzed on the nightstand.

@Lukehemmings:

I wish I was beside you

My heart shattered. He didn't mean me, though, right? I mean, those were lyrics to one of his songs, so it's not like it could be about me. I decided to like and retweet it, and then comment: me too

I threw my phone to the side and got up to get dressed. I threw on black skinny jeans and a Blink 182 shirt, then put on my black vans and my makeup. I did my hair, then grabbed my phone and ran down the stairs.

"Where are you off to?" My mom asked.

"To visit the boys." I called back to her as I ran out the door. I got in my car and drove down to their hotel, the radio blaring Green Day.

I smiled. I was going to go get Luke back, and nothing was going to change my mind.