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Arzaylea

"Lukey, where were you?" Arzaylea frowned at her boyfriend when he opened to door. "I stopped by earlier but you weren't here."

"Sorry, I was out with the boys." He answered. He seemed guilty about something, but Arz just couldn't place it.

"Is something wrong?" She asked, making her way over to him to give him a kiss.

He shook his head, a little too quickly. Arzaylea frowned again and pushed him away as he tried to kiss her. "Whats the matter?" He asked.

"Well, you clearly!" She exclaimed. "What's your deal?"

Luke sighed and looked to the ground. "Jess is here." He mumbled.

"What?"

"Jess is here."

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Luke

Arzaylea's expression scared Luke. She seemed extremely angry, and she looked insane.

"So I'm assuming you're gonna go running back to her now, huh?" She threw her hands in the air.

"No!" Luke exclaimed. He wasnt sure what he wanted. "I want to be with you." He said, although he wasn't sure if he meant it.

Arz grunted and said, "you better mean that, Hemmings."

"I do," he nodded, even though his heart seemed to be telling him otherwise. She seemed suspicious, but let it go.

"Im going out with some friends. I'll see ya later, babe." She kissed Luke, then headed out the door.

Luke sat on the bed and put his head in his hands. He didnt know what to do. He knew deep down that he loved Jess, but he was ignoring it, due to Arzaylea.

His phone buzzed on the bed next to him and he reached for it, but stopped. What if it was Jess? He decided against looking and layed down to take a nap instead.

Jess

Why the hell isn't he answering? Jess thought to herself. She needed someone right now...she couldn't talk to Michael because he was in the studio. Maybe Luke was, too?

She just needed someone to distract her from her horrible thoughts. She needed someone to stop her from doing something she never wanted to do.

But she did it.

She pulled up her sleeve and took the small razor in her hand, hovering it over her skin. No, a part of her was saying. Do it. You're worthless anyways. The other part of her said. And so she did it.

Lukes POV

"Luke, what the hell?!" Michael shouted, making me jump. I sat up quick, unsure why he was freaking out.

"What? What's going on?" I asked, worry washing over me.

"Jess!" He yelled, pointing to my phone. I rolled my eyes. All he wanted was for me to talk to Jess. I picked up my phone and clicked on the DM from her.

@heyheyhemmotron: Luke I really need someone to talk to right now...I need you...

I put my phone back down. "So, what's the big deal?" I asked. I didn't really see why he was freaking out over her just wanting to talk to me.

"She needed to talk to you to distract her, Luke! She fucking cut herself!"

Thoughts overwhelmed my brain. Jess cut? No, there was no way she could've cut. "Stop," I said.

"What?"

"Stop," I repeated. "Dont lie about that." My voice cracked.

"I'm not lying! She did this because of you, Luke." Michael shook his head.

"Fuck off!" I snapped. Michael glared at me, but left the room, slamming the door on his way out.

She cut herself. Jess cut herself.

I had to know why.

@Lukehemmings: I'm coming over

@heyheyhemmotron: plz don't

@Lukehemmings: too late

I got in the car and drove down to her house, determined to get answers.

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