Falling inside

Chapter 5

Nightshade
I'm going to die. We're going to a rebel base and because of what I did thy will all hate me and recognize me.
"So I'll just stay on the ship and not get shot," I said.
"Why the hell would you get shot?" Han asked. I looked down and sighed. It's not that I was ashamed for what I did because I am but why I said that was the hardest thing I ever had to do.
"I was once part of this rebel group and they were like a family but one day I had to leave and to keep them safe I had to go join the empire again. The empire tried to get information out of me by using pain and and fear but I can't feel fear or pain. I escaped but I didn't go out and say that I did so now everyone that one followed me hates me," I said. He nodded and Leia grabbed my arm.
"Yeah you're coming off of this ship and helping us and it will clear your name," she said. I nodded and walked off to see a thousand or so blisters pointed at me.
"I'm not going to kill anyone and I'm not being followed. I left the empire a few years ago and I lived on Tatooine for that time. I left the rebellion for everyone safety. Now I need to get a message to the Phoenix Squadron and I need to do it now," I said. A few people nodded and I was given directions.
"Nightshade are you sure you want to do this now. It's been years," Luke said. I nodded and followed my guides down the halls. A few right turns and then we were at the room. I walked over and turned on the recording devise and typed in the coordinates for the ghost.
"Hey guys it's me Lin but I go by my real name Nightshade. I have news that Senator Oragna was killed in an explosion of his planet. I was never with the empire for long and then I left to which I can't say where now if everyone is in the room I need to speak to Holly alone. Holly he killed Obi-Wan. He's to far in now and I can't save him anymore. I hated leaving you and I wish I could've brought you with Em but I couldn't and you know that, hell everyone knows that and I know we'll see each other again soon," I said. I sent it and turned off the devise and walked back outside.
"What do I have to do to get my rank back. I was once a Commander and I would like to be it again," I said.
"You have to go through a series of test and truth serum," Leia said. I pulled her into a hug and I saw somebody I never thought I would see again.
"Noel? It's me Nightshade do you remember me?" I asked. Noel was Amber's sister and Kanan's oldest daughter who joined a bigger rebellion.
"Hey Nightshade. Is my sister safe?" She asked as tears ran down her face. I nodded and pulled her into a bigger hug.
"So is your father. He's a good master and he misses you very much," I said as she cried into my shoulder.
    "When can I see him?" She asked as she pulled herself together.
    "I don't know. The war is getting worse and I just contacted him but I don't know if he got it or not," I said. I don't want her to worry but I had to tell her the truth.
    "Well I'm glad your safe. Have you cleared your name yet? I mean you could go live but with the empire being so technology advanced I think they could track it," she said as Han walked over.
     "There's a meeting Leia wants you both to be at. Well she wants all of us but you both have been in this war for a longer time," he said in my ear. I nodded and sent him away. My main focus was getting my title back but with them not trusting me at the moment I'll have to prove my loyalty to them first.
    "I haven't gotten my name cleared just yet but there is a meeting we need to get to and I have secrets to tell," I said as I pulled her with me.
So this is one of my shorter chapters and that's only because I'm trying to add stuff into this book that didn't cover in the first one. I might get some names wrong but that's only because it's been so long since I was able to watch any of the movies and notice how this isn't corresponding with the tv show at all but trust me because I know what I'm doing