Sam's POV
James: "Okay Sam, that's not true." he get's mad. "Don't say that I'm a selfish guy. You know I'm not!".
I was looking down. I knew that he was right. It was silent for a while.
Sam: "I know you're not. Happy?" I said the first part in a shy voice, then grumpy again.
James: "No I'm not. I'm so sorry. Remember the club?"
Sam: "Yeah?"
James: "I was pissed because Alexa told me, to tell you the truth, before you find out. And she was right. But I didn't know how. I know it sounds stupid, but, I'm glad you know the truth."
Sam: "Oh yeah, me too. Well, maybe I'm not"
James: "What do you mean?"
Sam: "Now I know who you are. And I still love you of course, but" I took a break. "but, I have the feeling that I don't know the person I'm falling in love with." I said sadly.
James: "Sam, that's bullshit. I'm the same person."
It was silent for a while...
James: "What do you wanna do now?" He asked while looking down
Sam: "I don't know" I answered sadly.
James: "Do you wanna break up?" he looked at me
Sam: "I don't know. No I stoll love you, but..." break "I'm confused right now! Is there anything else I should know?"
James: "No. Everything stays the same. Except one thing. I need to go to a radio promotion tour for some interviews and stuff. I would be back in 2 weeks."
Sam: "And what did you want to tell me while your away?"
James: "I don't know. Didn't think that far. Business trip maybe?" He didn't like this whole conversation.
Sam: "James, I, grrr. Let's take a break for the next 2 weeks. I can do my stuff, you your tour and we'll meet in two weeks to talk again about all that stuff." Did I really say that?
James: "Oh okay. uhm, okay. Good uhm idea. I think I gotta go know!" He stood up and went out of my apartment.
F**k. I mean it's not that bad, that he's a singer and actor. I'm really proud, but well... I was still confused. I would've loved to say 'No, don't go, please stay', but those words didn't come out.
James POV
Woow, I messed it up. I left her apartment and drove to Carlos and Alexas house. It was around midnight. I hoped that they were stoll awake, I wanted to take Fox home. The light were on, so I pushed the doorbell. I heard someone running to the door. Alexa opened it with rush.
Alexa: "AAAAND?"
James: "Well, uhm...."
Carlos: "OMG Alexa, let him breath. Come on buddy!"
I went in and sat down on the couch. Fox ran up to me. "What's up buddy!?" I asked smiling. Fox sat on my lap.
Carlos: "So, what's did she say? Did you tell her the truth?"
James: "Yeah I did." I told both of them the whole story.
Carlos: "A break? What the f**k."
Alexa: "At least she didn't break up."
After half an hour I went home with fox and went to bed. I watched TV to fall asleep, Fox by my side.
The next morning I went to the airport, signed some autographs, took some pictures. Of course I told my boys the whole story as well. Two weeks away from Los Angeles and I had no idea what's going on when I'm back. I didn't have a good feeling.
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Hey guys,
I know this chapter was short, but intensive. Next chapter is going to be longer. I hope you'll like it. What do you think about Samanthas and James break?
