The Last Avenger (Avengers fan fic)

Her Rock

Natasha's POV

When I'm not working with SHIELD I go home and care for my sister Rebecca we are twins. She is all the family I've got my mother abandoned us and my father was abusive and made several attempts in our lives. (I didnt want Becca to know that that man was our father so i told her we were at an orphanage with and evil man.)So I became strong for her I was the oldest (by a minute) and I felt responsible for her. I was her rock. I provided for us by becoming an assassin I didn't care who I killed I needed the money for her for us. I got on SHIELDs radar in a bad way Agent Barton was sent to kill me. He didn't I owe him my life he saw why I did what I did and now I'm part of SHIELD. Now I'm distraught about her disappearance I feel responsible. I taught her how To care for herself when I was on missions I just don't see what went wrong this time. I even had a SHIELD agent watch her! The agent said a man knocked him out as he was following her down an alleyway. I say in her room and cried silently. My rule is never cry but I breaking it this time ill cry for my sister if I want too!! "She will be okay she can care do herself she'll come back" Barton assured me.

"I hope" I whispered. "This is all my fault" I cried.

"Don't do that to yourself it's not your fault you didn't know you did everything to protect t her" Clint whispered.

"I obviously didn't do enough what if I never see her again I couldn't deal with that Clint" I sobbed. "You realize that everything I did I did it for her for us for our survival. I grew up when I was 16 I had too I had to take care of us. She tried she tried so hard to help me but she couldn't she got sick to easily. I left her every time it killed me I never told her what I did she hadn't found out till recently. She forgave me for all the bad things it's was us against the world I let her down." I took a deep breath as I spilled my guts. "I just hope she is safe and not mentally or physically scarred" I whispered Clint listened and rubbed my back the whole time. After my blow up at the house Clint brought me to his apartment and let me stay in the guest room. I owe Clint a great debt he has saved me more than once.