The Last Avenger (Avengers fan fic)

Awakening!!!!! not

Natashas POV

After they told us she was stable Tony dragged us off to that shawarma place he was talking about. We ate in silence Steve didn't eat at all in fat he just sat there pale looked like he was on the brink of death. "Eat Steve you need to eat or you will pass out using that much energy with your high metabolism if you don't eat you'll be in the hospital and that is the last thing we need right now" I nudged Steve and handed him some food.

"Not hungry" Steve groaned.

"Please if not for yourself for her she wouldn't want you in the hospital with her" I begged. He finally gave in and started eating. When we finished Steve and Thor ordered more to take back. The lady told us it was free of charge for saving the world we thanked her and left. We all just walked the streets and helped the people trapped underground.

"I guess we go back to SHIELD and stay there because our homes are kinda far" I shrugged. After a chorus of yes's and sures.

"Wait we crashed the jet we have no way to get back to the helicarrier" Clint pointed out .

"Cheezus Crust! your right we have no were to go" I muttered.

"Well you can stay in Stark towers on the floors that aren't destroyed" Tony shrugged. We all followed Tony to Stark Tower. He led us up the stairs to the first floor.

"Alright Natasha your guest room" he opened the door to reveal a simple bedroom with queen bed a tv ,and a bathroom.

"Thanks" I walked in and shut the door. It only took 2 seconds for me to be on the bed sobbing my eyes out. I was holding it together for the team but it all fell apart when I was alone or with Clint or my sister. We had stayed overnight I assumed I cried myself to sleep. When I awoke the sun was shining throughout the windows everything seemed alright for a few seconds then the memories came rushing back and I ended up sobbing all over again. I faintly  heard some one open the door I didn't bother to look up. I felt a familiar warm hand rubbing my back once again Clint. He was always there always watching my back, putting up with me, and he always and made sure I was eating. I looked up into his brown eyes and felt warm inside.

"Thank you for everything Clint you don't know how much it means to me" I sniffled.

"Well I wouldn't do anything else ill always be here" he smiled.  I just grabbed him and kissed him.

"Becca helped me realize something actually a few things. The first being that life is short so don't waste it. The second being that I was ignoring my feeling for you so I could keep  from getting hurt but I don't think you will hurt me" I breathe out breathless.

"Becca made me realize I needs to be patient and never leave you I never will Tasha ill never leave you" he put a hand on my cheek and kissed me. The perfect t moment was ruined when my phone rang.

"Really" I grumbled and grabbed my phone. "Its the hospital" I gasped.

Clints POV

I watched her pale and drop the phone. She just stood there for a minute pale then collapsed. She was creepily still she wouldn't move at all she just lay on the floor. I picked up the phone and confirmed the dreaded situation. Rebecca Romanoff died overnight when the hospital had a power outage.

"Oh no Tasha Tasha wake up" I yelled shaking her. "Don't leave me too Tasha come on wake up please be alive."I screamed tears flowing down my cheeks. "JARVIS alert everyone tell them to come ASAP" I choked out.

Oh Natasha please be okay don't leave me don't go

Rebecca's POV

I was clinging to the thought of seeing my friends again. Waiting to be woken when I knew sometching was wrong. It suddenly wasn't dark anymore I could see. I was waking up but then I realized I wasn't.t waking up. I was floating above my. sky in the hospital room this wasn't right. I should be okay I should be alive this was wrong all wrong.

"No no no I'm okay I'm alive" I yelled to the nurse who was covering my face up.

"She can't hear you little one" a lady whispered. I whipped around I wasn't in the room anymore I was at the a white kingdom in front of the gates. I saw a lady who looked a lot like me and a man who looked like Natasha holding hands.

"Mom Dad" I whispered.

"Yes it's us are you coming to join us" My dad asked.

"I suppose I am but I want to go back Natasha needs me so does Steve" I turned and looked back at the hospital room. "I can't die not yet I have so much to live for and Natasha she couldn't stand being with out me. I almost died once she was so torn up Clint had to rip the knife from her hands. Steve I'm sure he'll miss me too I love him and I can't be dead I just can't." I cried.

"Shhh dear I don't think we can do anything but if you had a choice would you choose us or life" My mom asked.

"I would choose life I love you guys but I want to stay if I live I hope that me and Natasha can grow up get married and have a family. Live till we are old then we would join you guys together we are twins we are connected in more ways than one. My heaven would be a hell without her and Steve and my friends. This is my hell." I wiped my tears and watched my hospital room hoping that I could cling on to my life. I screamed when I saw Natasha rushed in on a hospital bed on the brink of death. "No no no Natasha LIVE LIVE STAY WITH THEM DON'T DIE DON'T DIE" I screamed. "I have to save her I want to live I want my life back she'll live if I do are twin connection is strong so strong she can't die no no" I screamed.

She can't die not today I cant die either we must both live we have too. We have to live.