The Last Avenger (Avengers fan fic)

Trauma

I refused to enter the gates of heaven I just sat with my back turned for I don't know how long. It wasn't dark it was just white light everywhere no darkness. Natashas soul never came to the gates so she lived I'm happy for that but I still want to live. I'm hanging on to my life with e anything I got even though I'm dead. I refuse to believe that though I just refuse. It was quiet boring it seemed I was up her forever. Every once and a awhile my parents would come and ask me to join them I always refused. I guess I was in denial I was dead pure denial.

Natashas POV

Steve had the same reaction I did, nearly dying. SHIELD had taken her body she had been gone for exactly one day. I had woken up a few hours ago to find myself here with Steve across from me. He hadn't woken yet he looked like her. I was aloud to see her one last time before she was taken. Her lifeless broken body shattered my heart. Steve looked like her pale and broken. I remember her ever-changing skin color had settled on white after death. I remember her before she changed her normal pale skin with her blue eyes and blonde hair. How she laughed, cried, and her temper was always terrible. She was so innocent before the experiments so care free and happy. After the incident she changed she lost the innocence of her mind her care free nature. I thought she would be sad and broken forever. But Steve, me and the others brought her back into the world back to happiness. I remember the first time she laughed after the incident right in that moment I was so happy for her. The day she almost died I didn't have time to mourn we had a world to save but now I can cry to my hearts content. But she wouldn't want  that she said so herself be happy. When Steve wakes up we are going to read her will yeah she wrote a will everyone who joins SHIELD has too. "I miss you so much Rebecca" I whispered before falling into a nightmare filled sleep.

Rebecca's POV

I was still sitting I think it had been a week. I was contemplating everything and thinking of ways I could tolerate going throughout those gates. Through the gates there was food, singing, dancing, and it was happy. It was heaven technically but to me it was my personal hell. There's no Natasha, Steve, Clint, Bruce, heck I even miss Tony. My parents at as soon as you go through the gates you forget all you troubles if that's true I will never and I mean ever go through those gates I never want to forget Natasha, Steve and the others. I will wait till they join me it will take a long time but I can wait I will wait.

Nick Furys POV

"Resurrect her doctors do what you did to Coulson and at the end fix her memories too." The doctors nodded and started the procedures.

Rebecca's POV

I was sitting waiting when suddenly I was yanked from the whiteness and thrown into darkness. I felt pain terrible pain I wanted to screamed. But all I could do was utter.

"Natasha, Steve, Bruce, Clint, Tony, Thor" over and over again. Then the real pain started some how I found the strength to scream. When will the pain stop make it stop "make it stop make it stop make it stop" I whimpered. But I had to hang on for them.