~Enough of No Love~

Is This Love?

Well I can honestly say I had a great time with Roc. He treated me like royalty the whole time we were at dinner. He looked so sexy tonight. So much that I could just jump up and kiss him. Whoops! Did I just say that? But, I think I'm actually starting to grow a love for Roc. This is very unusual.

Maiya:Hey umm Roc I actually had a really great time tonight. Thank you so much. You honestly made me forget most of my horrible past.

Roc: Well anything for my best friend. But, Maiya I really need to tell you something that I can't hold in any longer.

Maiya: Ok....

I was honestly scared about what Roc was gonna tell me. I really hope it's nothing bad because that would really ruin the good mood I'm in right now. He actually didn't want to tell me in here so he payed the bill and we walked to the car. We then got in and he told me the secret he was dying to tell me.

Roc: Ok so ummm this is hard for me to say so-

Maiya: Roc just say it.

Roc: Alright Maiya I love you like a lot, a lot and I can't keep my love in for you anymore. You are the best girl I've ever met and honestly, those other girls I were with never meant as much to me as you do. This whole time I've thought about you time to time always keeping you in mind. It's k-k-kinda okay if you don't love me back I guess.

Awwee that was the sweetest thing any boy has ever said to me. Honestly I've loved him this whole, but I've never showed it.

Roc: I'm sorry I said that because you probably don't-

Right, then, and there I cut him off by putting my finger on his lips. They were so, so soft. Then I got out the car and started walking around making it seem like I was walking away a little bit. He got out the car and stopped me right in front if the car. I took it as my cue and pulled him into a tight hug. It felt so good and special but I felt so guilty. It's just that I don't really love him so much. There's only a tiny part of me that does.

Roc's POV

That hug was everything. I didn't even think she would do that. Maybe she does love me. I don't wanna be quick to say she does because she probably doesn't. I didn't wanna let go but I realized it was getting late so I had to.

Roc: Uhh we should get going now. It's getting pretty late.

Maiya: You're right. Let's go now.

We hopped back in the car and started to driving when all of a sudden Maiya's phone started ringing. It was her mom.

Maiya: Hello....yea....sorry.......mom, I know.....ok we're on our way now.(hangs up)

Roc: Is everything alright?

Maiya: Yea....it's just that my mom doesn't like me staying out too late without notice because she starts to worry but it's cool.

Roc: O ok

Wow. Overprotective much? The car ride was silent and all throughout the ride I was thinking about what happened when she hugged me. Was that supposed to be a sign or what?

Maiya's POV

This car ride was quiet as shit. Roc looked like he was thinking hard about something. Then all of a sudden he put a big smile in his face. I broke the silence.

Maiya:Boyy what chu smiling about.(I smirked)

Roc: That hug.

Maiya:Oh...

And of course, it went back to the boring silence. We were going down my street now. I knew what was coming when we got in the house, but for some reason something didn't feel right. I just shook it off for now though. There he goes again smiling, but this time he was looking at his phone. Then he looked up again and we pulled into my driveway.

Maiya:Do me a favor?

Roc:Anything

Maiya: Can you stay out here for five minutes please. Feel free to come in tho if you get kinda lonely while waiting.

Roc:Sure and my mom won't stress if I'm out too late so if I come in, there's a chance I'll be staying.

Maiya:Ok cool

I got out the car and started walking towards my house. I honestly don't mind if Roc stays the night to be honest. That's my friend. I would let him stay anytime, almost. I unlocked the door and walked inside. Then I went upstairs to my mom's room after finding out she wasn't downstairs. When I walked to her bedroom door, I found a note and it read:

Dear Maiya,

Please don't get worried. I'm over at your aunt Talee's house. I'll be back in the morning. Eveything's ok so stay safe. I love you and I'll see you when I get back.

XOXO

~MOMMY<3

When I read it, I kinda felt better. I just didn't wanna be alone in this big house. Just then, I heard footsteps and kinda panicked. As I walked to the steps I realized it was only Roc and a feeling of relief came over me. He walked upstairs to me.

Roc:Hey, I just came to see if everything's ok. Seems like it so I guess I'll leave-

Maiya:No! I mean can you please stay so I'm not alone?

Roc:Of course.

Maiya:Thanks, like for everything nice that you've ever tried and succeeded in doing for me and I'm sorry I was being a little stubborn bitch the whole time. It's just my past relationship that forever haunts me. It's kinda what holds me back

ever loving again. That hurts inside 'cause I know I wanna love somebody but I think that the same thing is going to happen.(starts tearing up)

Roc:Maiya its ok. I love you and would never hurt you as much as your ex did. He's just a worthless piece of sh*t that didn't even pay attention to how beautiful you are. I don't care if we aren't together. Imma treat you like you mine if I have to. I want you to be mine but I still don't wanna ask that question because I know you want some time to heal.

When he said that, I burst into tears. This boy, Chresanto August gave me a speech on how he loves me and still wants me to heal.He understood. He complimented my beauty and told me how he truly feels about me. Why was I too stubborn to see that he actually cared? Things could've been better. One thing led to another and before I knew it, I was in his arms. I felt the connection between us. I immediately hugged back knowing I was most definitely safe in his arms.

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Long chapter. Anyways it took me forever to write this chapter. Can u guys please read, voye, and comment? That would definitely be nice. tell more people about this story for me so I can at least have tlny first story be popular. I feel like ths story is dry. I promise it will get more interesting.

~Kay<3