~Enough of No Love~

Chapter 17

Maiya POV

*1 month later*

So lots of things have happened in the past month. Roc and I have redone the house. Some person called me up the other day telling me the horrible news that my mother died due to an overdose with drugs. I swear I never cried so hard in my life. They told me that they contacted the rest of my family from her side and there will be a funeral held. I've been shaken up ever since.

What doesn't help is that ever since I told Roc about the call, he's been M.I.A. He's supposed to be here comforting me, but instead, I'm here bawling my eyes out, tissues scattered everywhere. No calls, no texts, nothing! I haven't been to school this past week due to my depression. Two days ago, I began taking pills for my depression and it's slowly starting to take affect. I had Jaylene bring me back all ky work each day since she had time, unlike others.

I was just about to go to sleep, when I received a call from Jaylene.

"Hello?"

"Hey...uhh I have to tell you something, but I'll tell you when I get to your house. I'm on my way, ok?"

"Ok."

"Rd. bye."

I said bye back to her and hung up. The way she said it, had me thinking something wasn't good at all. Her voice sounded all nervous and that's how I feel now. I waited for her to get here. She arrived in about 30 minutes. I trust her, so she has a key. She let herself in and came up to my room. "Maiya you can't keep doing this to yourself. imIt doesn't make the situation any better." "Whatever. Can you just tell me what you were gonna tell me," I said.

She turned her head and looked down. "Are you going to tell me?" I got irritated, then she finally spoke, "Ok please don't get mad at me, but Roc has been hanging around with this girl Ebonie and I saw them kiss yesterday. Then it turned into a make out session and I didn't want to say anything because I heard a lot about that girl and didn't want to interrupt. I'm sorry," she said quickly.

I put my face in my pillow and cried. "Please leave," I said, and without hesitation, she left the room and house. If these girls think its okay to go hoe around with my boyfriend while I'm gone, they must be on some other shit. I'm done with Roc, I swear. This is exactly why I've always been stubborn. He just added more fuel to the fire. All this stuff, I guess, was just an act, and to think Roc really liked me. I am DONE with relationships, DONE.

I put my head up and screamed. Then I picked up the glass cup next to me and threw it at the wall, watching as it broke into pieces and fell to the floor. I laughed and dragged myself from the bed and to the bathroom to take a nice, long bath.

After I did that, I brushed my teeth and went back in my room. I threw on a tank top and some booty short along with a pair of tweety bird socks. I put my hair in a ponytail and went downstairs. I made myself a sandwich. I sat at the kitchen table and ate it. After I finished, I poured myself some water and went back to the living room. I watched tv and ended up falling asleep on my couch.

The next morning, I woke up and stretched. I got up kind of happy. Today will officially be the start of a new life. No relationships, no worrying, no more crying, and no more desperate trying. I'm done. Jaylene will be my bff no matter what, but its time to make a lot more friends.

I put on a navy blue daisy pullover with a pair of dark super skinny jeans. Then I slipped on my navy blue Toms. I took my hair out of the ponytail and let it hang. I grabbed my bookbag, keys, and phone and headed out to my car.

*School*

I parked my car and walked over to Jaylene. She was standing over with Prince and......Roc. Just great. When I got over to them, they got quiet, so I said,"Hey Jaylene, hey Prince." They told me hey back. "Oh so you not gonna tell your boyfriend hey? Okay, I got you." "I'm not sure you are that anymore and you already got me," I said lowly. "I'm sorry. Speak up, I couldn't hear you," he said. I rolled my eyes at him and walked into the building and to first period. Today's gonna be a pretty long day. I can already feel it. Wish me luck that I make it without whooping someone's ass after I confront them about messing around with my boyfriend.......

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That was something but its Ray Ray and my little brother's bday today! Turn up lol. Umm I might write another chapter later if I have time. Ok see ya......

~Dira<3