Sometimes I think why even bother.
No one probably actually cares maybe they just pretend to care.
For A long time I have thought that I will end up being all alone.
And If I don't feel wanted or loved by anyone I think why am still here. Well, if no one cares then why would they care if I was died.
You think this weird but I have wondered how it felt to die. To suffer in pain. Then wonder who would find you. And what would they do when they found you.