Wow look I'm not good again. There's so many things I think about doing to just kill myself but I'm trying to push through it all. But it's too much sometimes. I think about cutting but I have nothing to cut with. I things I could kill myself with. There's only some much I can handle at one time. It's hard. I need help and I'm getting help but it's not helping. Someone help me pls. I don't speak up or talk about it. I keep things quiet. That's just the way I am. Help me
