I'm happy that I have Logan. I love him so much, he actually cares about me and loves me for the weird, insane, ugly person I am. He makes me so happy, but when he leaves I'm sad. I don't want him to leave. He makes me happy when my mom says I'm a bitch, or she wishes my sister was around not me. When my family hates that I'm quiet, sorry for being the quiet person I am. I like being quiet, I'm not a very social person. When my family tells me be myself but they don't like the way I dress, the way I do my makeup, what I eat.
I have two people saying lies to my boyfriend. They are telling him that I want to break up with him, that I'm telling people. I can't break up with him, he can't live without me. I never said those things. I never would. I've wanted to die a lot more now bc of it. I...I tried hanging myself on Wednesday. I don't want to leave Logan but I don't want to live in a world without him in it.
