Want Him, Can't Have Him.

Talk To Him!

Jason and I were walking back through town when we spotted Billie walking alone on the other side of the road.
"I need to talk to him." I said and hurried across to see the dark haired man.
"Billie?"

"What." He said flatly as I joined him.

"We really need to sort this out. If you're with Mike, fine, but you can't pretend that nothing happened and you can't lie to either of us."

"Do you think I'm trying to hurt you? Do you think I want to hurt either of you?"

"No, but-"

"-well then stop talking as if it's all a little misunderstanding that I'm trying to it cover up when I'm the one in the middle of all this."

"I think we all feel that we are in the middle of it, but we need to be adults and decide where to go from here."

"I just can't deal with this right now, I need space. I'm going to my room and I don't know when I'll come out. I need to clear my head."

"Okay, so while you're 'clearing your head', me and Mike can just twiddle our thumbs until you're ready to speak, is that how it's gonna be? Because you can't leave me like this and you sure as hell can't leave Mike like this either."

"It's probably over between us anyway. What's the point?"

"If its not a definite then why leave it to get worse? You have to sort it out because as it stands you have people..." I paused, correcting myself before he noticed, "a person that really loves you and would do anything for you and you're going to just let him walk away, heartbroken, not knowing the facts or where he stands. That's a pretty shitty thing to do." I sighed and added, "Mike doesn't deserve that."

Billie hardly moved and his eyes shifted from mine to the ground. "Tré, I wouldn't know where to start."

"He's your boyfriend, it doesn't matter if you know what to say, you just have to say something. Otherwise he'll think you don't care enough to give him some kind of explanation. You have to see it from his position."

"What, Mr. 'I want to sleep with other people'?"

"Talk to him. You both need to work this out or decide to be apart, because this is not healthy."

He stormed off and I was left staring after him. Jason was suddenly by my side and clapped a hand on my back, "he'll be fine."

"Maybe I should talk to Mike..."

"I think that's a terrible idea."

"Thanks for the support."

"No problem." He smirked and we wandered back to the hotel.