Shizaya - Control

Chapter 8

It wasn't exciting. It wasn't fun. There was nothing fun about talking, fighting, living. Yet somehow Shizuo had found a way to make it seem like there was something to live for.

"I didn't do anything."

No, you did everything.

You might not look like an angel but, Shizuo, at that moment you looked exactly like one to me. A living breathing angel that had decided to spread its wings and help me.

So I became selfish thinking that maybe. Just maybe. You could help me once again because there was a demon after me.

A terrible black demon shrouded in mystery and danger. He came to me and didn't let go. At that moment I knew only death awaited me.

I tried but I guess it wasn't enough to get him to leave my side, or for you to leave mine.

What! You know him Shizuo?!

How?!

Why?!

Your a kind man Shizuo, even if you don't seem like one. I was going to leave you as soon as I could, I even tried to get you to leave me.

Wasn't my flirting repulsive? Didn't you want to leave? Why didn't you just leave?

Then again, I guess by some twisted fate we were supposed to meet anyways. Under the game the devil strings us in, I was always just a pawn and you, the king ready to be taken.

Sorry I binded you, Shizuo.

The devil was strong. You were strong to, far to strong to protect someone like me. I wasn't worth it, wasn't worthy of your strength.

You didn't look at me while I descended. The devil smirked, knowing that he had finally captured the angel.

I did something bad. Something very bad, but I couldn't stop. He wouldn't let me stop and I watched as the last bits of your light faded into him, the devil.

Your light was so bright. Sure it faded but while it was there I couldn't look away.

I was in heaven, finally. It was bliss, you were bliss.

While I was with you I felt alive.

But now I'm dead.

A/N:
Just in case your confused this is Ayame talking about what happened with her, Izaya and Shizuo in her point of view.
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