Sex & Sentiments Part Two// Ashton Irwin

Drugs & Disaters

 As Ashton and I entered Luke's house it was definitely not the low key, casual group of people I was expecting it to be. The house was fuller then it had ever been before, and there were several people I didn't recognise, that looked at least 3 years older than the usual crowd.

Ashton took my hand and led me through the massive crowd of people, until we got upstairs to where Luke, Michael and Calum were gathering.

"Hey," Ashton said as we made our way over to them, though he quickly dropped my hand before Luke saw.

"This party is out of control.." Luke said over the loud music.

"Dude, there are so many college guys here," Michael added.

"I've seen sooo many drugs.." Calum just shook his head.

"What do you want us to do?" Ashton asked.

"We have to get these people out.." Luke said.

Everyone was in agreement, we all went to make our way downstairs, but both Luke and Ashton stayed put for a moment.

"Not you," Luke said.

"Luke, I want to help.." I insisted.

"No, he's right," Ashton said, "just wait up here.."

I went to protest.

"Please." Luke asked, placing a hand on my shoulder to stop me from moving. I knew I couldn't argue with him about this. So I nodded.

They took off quickly after Michael and Calum, and left me alone upstairs.

I wasn't sure what I was supposed to do up here by myself until everyone else returned, so I made my way to Luke's room. As I walked into his room the smell of vodka and marijuana hit me, it didn't take long for the nausea to kick in. Despite the fact there was a random couple making out on Luke's bed I ran straight into Luke's bathroom, before throwing up into the toilet bowl.

There was an instant relief, but it didn't last long.

I stayed leaning over the toilet, waiting to throw up again, when the girl who had just been making out with someone came into the bathroom. I definitely didn't recognise her, she was at least two or three years older.

"Poor thing," She said sympathetically, before offering me a plastic red cup.

"No thanks.." I shook my head.

"It's water, it'll help.." She insisted.

"Oh," I said taking the cup from her. It was water. "Thanks."

"Feel better!" She said patting my back before walking away.

I drank the whole cup in one go, hoping it would make me feel better. I could still hear the party going on downstairs, it sounded like people were leaving though, so the boys had obviously had some success getting people out. I was ready to join them. I wasn't feeling too bad now.

As I went to stand up I suddenly felt incredibly light headed, and the room began to spin. I made my way, shakily, to the sink where I tried to stare at my own reflection. Everything began to blur around me, and I started to feel incredibly warm. I tried splashing some water on my face, but it wasn't helping. I sat back down, afraid that I was going to fall over if I tried to move. I laid down on the cool bathroom tiles, hoping it would cool me down, but to no avail.

I wanted to get up and find Luke or Ashton, but I physically couldn't move. I was starting to get scared. I had no idea what was happening to me. I tried to yell, but my mouth was so dry and no words would come out. I was terrified.