May was proud of me so because of that I felt a little proud of myself too.
"Don't be so proud, You're not there yet." She said to me and walked out of my room. I cut myself again. My whole arm was full.
"You have a barbecue tomorrow." She said when she walked in again with a little box of pils. "Here it makes you poop." She laughed.
I had to laugh too. "I can't poop at someone elses house." I said while I laughed and I threw the pils on my bed.
"Then what are you going to do?" She asked and I smirked. "I'm getting really drunk duhh." I said an felt confident about it.
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"Yo come in!" Jordan said as he let me and the girls in. There were a lot of people already and it will get even more crowded.
It's only four o'clock and the barbecue/party is until late in the night. Me and the girls sat down and there were a few cute guys around us.
Grayson and his friends walked towards us. "Spin the bottle!" Ethan yelled. oh god why. I don't want this.
I saw May standing on the other side of the room looking at me. "Do it." She said. I had to do spin the bottle.
"I'll go first." Hayden said and the bottle landed on Jordan. Hayden laughed and walked over to Jordan and sat on his lap. She came closer to Jordan and kissed him.
The two of them were making out and everybody started cheering. The girls and I laughed. Hayden is too confident. Really.
"Who's next?" Jordan asked and Hayden walked back to her seat. I looked at May. "Do it now." She said. Should I?
"I'm next." Grayson said and I started to feel nervous. I looked at Skylar and she looked at me. We both felt nervous. If the bottle landed on me, I will fall even harder then I already did.
But if it ends on someone els, I will get more hurt then I already am. I don't want this. "Should I walk away?" I whispered to Skylar. "I will come with you." She said.
I looked at May. "Sit down, You can't leave right now." May began. "Stay, If I were you I wouldn't go." She continued. "You will never look like me if you don't listen." She yelled.
"I can do this, I will stay and watch it all happen." I said to Skylar. "You sure?" She asked and she was a little shocked and I nodded.
The bottle stopped spinning.
Skylar. Shit.
Grayson walked over to Skylar. Skylar panicked and looked at me with panic written all over her face. "What do I have to do?" She hissed.
"I don't know, kiss him, just make it quick." I hissed back.
Grayson told Skylar to stand up and she did. he hold her face and made out with her. I looked at May.
"Thanks may." I said angry but quietly. She gave me a look.
Skylar pulled away "Enough, you're a bad kisser." She said and sat down. "I've heard different things." He said and winked at her and Skylar rolled her eyes.
"Next?" Skylar asked and took the bottle. "Me." Senna said. I looked at her and I became angry. How could she cheat on my brother and act like nothing happened.
The bottle landed on Ethan. Jayden hated Ethan. Where is Jayden? Shit he is walking towards us. I tried to sign to him that he had to go away but he didn't understand me.
Then he saw Senna and Ethan making out. Oh god. Knowing Jayden this is going to be a fight.
"What the fuck?!" He yelled and Senna looked at him. "Oh my god Jayden." She said and she regretted kissing Ethan immediately.
