"Mayra?" I heard Skylar coming into the restroom. I tried to stop crying. "I know you're in here." She said as I heard her footsteps come closer.
She knocked on the door. She knew were I was. "Mayra you can talk to me." She said and I still didn't say anything.
Marcia got me good. They both got me good. I opened the door. Skylar smiled to comfort me and I fell in her arms. Crying.
"I'm here, I'm here." She said as she hugged me back. "How did he played me so good?" I asked. "I don't know." She said because she didn't really know what to say.
"I have to tell you something because I want to be honest with you." Skylar began and I pulled back out of the hug.
"That night when you saw Grayson dirty dance with Marcia.." She began and I nodded. "It wasn't the first time they danced like that." She continued.
"I don't get it." I said. "I caught them dancing together before you've found them." She tried to explain. "He danced with her without shame and I went up to him telling him to stop dancing with her." She explained.
"I didn't know that there was something else going on. I just thought he was being dumb." Skylar said.
I nodded. "It's okay." I said. I didn't want to but I had to go back to the canteen. Everyone had to show their video.
We went back and we walked into the canteen. Everybody looked at us and when Grayson saw me he stood up. "Mayra let me explain please." He said and I walked over to the computer.
I tried to find my video. When I finally found it I pressed play and sat down.
"Mayra why are you filming?" Grayson said as he looked into the camera. "Well, I liked your face." I said and giggled.
It were little videos of me and Grayson. I wanted to talk about how much I loved him after the video stopped. Just to thank him for being there for me.
"So Grayson were are we going?" I asked and he laughed. "Are you seriously making a vlog?" He asked and I laughed. "Maybe." I said as he kissed my cheek.
"Well we are getting a pedicure and I'm totally not happy with this idea." He said. our whole class laughed except for my friends and Grayson. He knew he fucked up.
"Well your nails are going to be beautiful babe." I said. I stopped the video.
"There were more of those vlogs and I put all the vlogs I made in one video, all the positive ones to let you guys show the love between us two." I began as I looked at him.
Then I looked at Skylar and she weakly smiled. "I wanted to thank you for always being there for me when nobody else was. I wanted to thank you for listening or just cuddling whenever I felt down." I continued and he looked away.
"But now I see that you're still a fuck boy, still fucking every girl you see, Now I want to thank you for wasting my time and let me learn some things about fuck boys." I said and after that I looked at Macey.
"Because what Macey said one time: 'Once a fuck boy always a fuck boy.'" I quoted her.
"Mayra I know you're mad but let me explain." Grayson said. "Excuse me but I don't feel like sticking around right now. I knew Marcia could play games with me but I've never thought you would be playing me so well. Congratulations." I said.
"You won first prize being a fuck boy." I said and I walked away.
I wanted to go to my house and the tears started to roll down my cheeks again. I am hurt. I walked out of the canteen.
"Mayra, It was not what it looked like." Grayson yelled. "Well what was it? I saw you kissing her and you climbed on top off her, That's what you do right? when your girl is not touching you in that kind of way for a long time?" I turned around and screamed.
"How could you do that to me? You knew I was depressed!" I yelled and I looked like a mess because I cried so hard.
"Em listen I-" I tried to talk but I cut him off. "Don't call me Em!" I screamed. "Go back to your motherfucking girlfriend go kiss her or dirty dance with her oh and have fun I hope she gives you more time then I could give you." I said.
"I hope she is not depressed at all because girls like me don't have sex when they are not feeling right. Depressed girls are worthless." I said. By now I looked like a zombie because my mascara was everywhere.
"Mayra you don't get it, I love you I would never play you." He said and I rolled my eyes. "No you don't get it! You don't love me, you won't do that if you loved me." I said.
"Mayra.." he began and I cut him off. "No. I don't want you to ever talk to me again. You don't love me, I learnt that now. I-" I stopped my sentence because I wasn't sure if I could say something like that.
Then I realised that he hurted me so why couldn't I hurt him. Not that he would care though.
"I hate you Grayson. I fucking hate you." I said and I saw that he was shocked of me saying that.
Graysons pov
She didn't understand it. she doesn't know how much I love her. I was wrong by doing that.
"I hate you Grayson. I fucking hate you." She said and now I knew that I really fucked it up. I was shocked of her saying this. I know I'm wrong but she doesn't understand.
Mayra's pov
I walked away and I got in my car and drove towards the lake were he asked me to be his girlfriend. I couldn't be at school anymore.
I couldn't go home. I didn't want to.
I said on the bench and cried. I just cried. I couldn't do anything but cry.
I was so hurt. I'm depressed, I have mental illnesses and my boyfriend cheating on me didn't make it better. I just wanted to be dead. I am not happy with myself.
I hate myself, I'm fat, ugly and nobody loves me. I hoped that someone could ever love me but now I know the only one who I thought loved me, never really loved me anyways and I'm just done with everything and with everyone.
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Hi Guuuuyss ! Seems like Marcia really could fuck Mayra's life up omg.
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