Episode 5 - Pretty Much Dead Actually

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I'm so so so so sorry for the late update. I got busy. Sorry again.

"Hey, err, just make yourself at home. I'm just gonna go take a shower upstairs." I told him. He just nodded and smile. I smiled back and ran upstairs to my bedroom.

I wasn't going to take a shower exactly. I was crying on my bed while hugging a picture of Cameron and I. I just can't stop thinking about him. I can't manage to lose another person in my life. Is he going to remember me when he wakes up? Is he going to be my best friend again?

I wiped the tears off my face and got up to take a shower. I opened my clothes and turn on the shower.

After taking a long bath, I got out from the shower and wore one of Cameron's shirt, that I love when I feel like being a slob. I went down and found Landon was sleeping on the couch. I let him be and cooked breakfast for Landon and me in the kitchen. It was still pouring outside and I got nothing else to do than writing my diary or singing while playing guitar. So I decided to do both.

Dear Diary,

I miss him. I miss my best friend. I miss Cameron. I miss spending time with him. I hope he never got into that stupid accident and lose his memories. What if he doesn't remember me? Oh God, why are you doing this to him? Please. Just take it all back.

Layla

I closed my journal and took out my guitar. It has been a long time since I played and sang at Cameron's 12th birthday party.

Flashback*

"Up next. Layla is going to sing us a song called 'Die In Your Arms - Justin Bieber'. Layla darling, please get on the stage." said Mama Sisca(Cameron's beautiful mom)

"Kay. Ure up next Layla. Go, go, go!" Cameron said while pushing me on the stage.

"I can't do it Cams. It's too scary to stand on the stage and sing your scrappy little heart out." I said to him.

He pouted, carried me on his shoulder and put me down on the stage. I tried to run but he laughed and cupped my face. "Hey, it's going to be okay. Okay? This is your first time on the stage singing in front of people. That's your dream, right? Be a singer? Do it for me, please? Besides, it's my birthday." he told me and laughed a little.

"Okay, Cam. Thanks!"

"That's the spirit!" he added.

Before he got off the stage, I hugged him and kissed him on the cheek. He just smiled and passed me the mic.

The music started to play and ...

Say you love me

As much as I love you

Would you hurt me, baby,

Could you do this to me, yeah

Would you lie to me, baby?

Cause the truth hurts so much more

Would you do the things that drive me crazy

Leave my heart still at the door

Oh, I can't help it, I'm just selfish

There's no way that I could share you

That would break my heart to pieces

Honestly, the truth is

If I could just die in your arms...

I wouldn't mind

Cause every time you touch me

I just die in your arms

uhh.. it feels so right

So baby please don't stop the boy

and so on.

Finish singing and everyone claps. Got off the stage*

Sorry, Ill update soon. Sorry!! Please Comment, like and Vote! please? :D Thank You! <3

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