Kylo Ren/Ben Solo imagines

Imagine #29

She hasn't been herself for months, and its taking a toll on the both of us. I don't know what to do anymore, though I would never stop trying to bring a smile to her perfect face, I don't know what to do next.

Losing the baby was the hardest moment in both our lives, it almost turned me back into the man who I have fought for years to forget about, but I came through it. Unfortunately (Y/n) has not come past it, and I didn't see her moving on any time soon.

"(Y/n), I ran you a warm bath. Let's get you in there, okay?" I smiled. she didn't move, she just sat there crying. I sighed and wrapped my hands around her fragile arms, lifting her up to her feet.

My heart was tearing more and more every day, I just wanted to take away her pain, but I didn't know what to do.

"C'mon." I said giving her another smile and helping her sit in the tub. The water rose up over the tub slightly. I pressed a kiss to her forehead and ran my fingers through my hair. I stood straight and turned for the door to grab a towel but before I knew what was happening I was on the floor with a loud thud.

My eyes widened, not because the shock of the fall, but because I could hear my most favorite sound in the universe- her laugh...

I turned my head slowly to see her tear stained cheeks brought up in a smile. I couldn't hold myself back, I started laughing hysterically along with her, though my laugh wasn't nearly as beautiful as hers.

I haven't heard her laugh in almost a year, so this was the biggest shock. Her red eyes lit up, something I hadn't been use to, but I definitely could.

She threw her head back in laughter before calming down but holding a large grin. I sat down on the edge of the tub looking down at her, tonight was the first time she looked me in the eyes and it didn't feel as if she was looking through me.

She reached her hand out slowly, and I got excited for her soft touch- until her touch wasn't so soft, and I was fully clothed in the tub with her making her laugh even more. "im sorry-" she started but I cut her off

"you needed to be alone in your head for a while, out of everyone in the galaxy I get that (Y/n)" she smiled at me and looked down. "things wont be the same, I know that. And I still remember-" I stopped to catch my myself before I leaked out my emotion, then continued "-remember you being there for me the whole time when I came back, I remember you never leaving me. (Y/n), I will be here for how ever long it takes for you to feel okay again..."

"I love you."

"I know."