Kylo Ren/Ben Solo imagines

imagine #27

Ben and i laid in bed as we have been for hours. i guess you could say it is our lazy day, i had alot on my mind but i wasnt sure now was a good time to bring it up. we had a ton of stuff to deal with in the moment, like the first order coming for ben.

we thought it was over when we got him back but it was far from. We were all so excited to have him home that we didnt think about the First Order coming to take him. Supreme Leader Snoke wants Kylo Ren back because he knows it will be easier to take down the resistance if he has Kylo Ren beside him

Ben kissed my stomach and it sent butterflies wild in my tummy. He's only been back for a short amount of time and hes been gone for longer, so it was hard to get use to having him back.

"What are you thinking of?" He asked coming face to face with me. I smiled and kissed his nose

His eyes followed mine, but there was something different. He would look at me like this before, but every time his eyes were filled with worry and concern, it still looked like he was filled with darkness

I turned away and shook my head. "I'm not thinking about anything"

"Don't lie to me (Y/n)" I rolled my eyes and say up off the bed

"Somethings not right Ben, with you." I spoke louder. He looked at me not pained, but in aggravation.

He stood quiet and just kept his eyes on me, not moving.

I sighed "you aren't the same, it feels so different with you back and I thought it would go back to how it was" he rolled his eyes and turned away from me

"You have no idea what I have gone through, what I have had to do to survive!" His anger would clear as day.

I was getting nervous, I didn't know what his anger would make him do. I knew his stupid tantrums before and those I could handle, but he lost himself for years so I don't know what he would do now

"Don't raise your voice at me! I am sharing how I feel Ben" I could see emotion in his eyes when I called him Ben, and I dared myself to say it. "Or Kylo Ren"

"Don't call me that!" He roared with his hand out in my direction. My eyes jammed shut when I expected him to force me into the wall or into something else

But when it didn't happen and I opened my eyes, I could see his face twist in pain. "(Y/n), I-i would never hurt you"

I broke down in tears and ran into his open arms. "I feel like I don't actually know who you are anymore" I cried into his white shirt.

His arms were around me tightly as I unraveled before him. Everything I felt since even before his return was coming out now, and I knew it was because I kept it in for so long

"I am the same Ben you fell in love with, and I will always be the Ben who protects you. I love you"

I knew we could eventually work through this and one day I would be okay. I would patiently would wait even if it took my whole lifetime because Ben Solo was the man for me

"I love you"

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