Kylo Ren/Ben Solo imagines

Imagine #28

"Ben please, don't take this route again." I said with tears in my eyes. He sat on the ground by the small lake with his head between his knees, a dark hood draped over him. he didn't move upon hearing my voice and that made me sad, we were losing him again... Something was taking my Ben over, his mind was battling a war we feared he would have to fight for the rest of his life.

It wasn't much help that he had killed his father, he didn't have the support he most needed from Han Solo now that he was gone, so the battle Ben was fighting seemed to be destined to win over himself.

"we need you, Ben you are going to be a father, your baby needs you." I said resting the palm of my hand on his shoulder.

He turned his head and sighed before placing his cold hand over mine. I let a breath of relief as this was the most contact we have had in weeks. "im sorry (Y/n), im trying." He mumbled. "I don't know if I can do this anymore, our child would be better without this ticking time bomb of a father..."

"don't say that, this baby will need their father, as much as you will need him- or her... Ben you need us, you cant be alone again, we will never get you back." I whimpered.

He pulled his hood down and turned to me. "im sorry, I never wanted to hurt you." I watched as he brought his hands up to me, then pulled me down so I was sitting in his lap. "but me leaving will protect our child, (Y/n)... don't you see?"

"no I don't see, we need you... please Ben." I begged.

He sighed and placed his large hand on my growing belly. "I won't ever hurt you or our baby, never." He said with a small smile

I couldn't help but feel warmth in my chest again. I loved Ben with all my heart and I always would. We are going to raise this little girl, or little boy up to be an amazing person who will do good things for others. That's my dream, and I know this dream will be a reality with my husband by my side.

"let's go back inside, I made dinner." He kissed my forehead and nodded before standing up and pulling me up with him. I could cry tears of happiness right now as we walked back into our small home. I had Ben back, and I would never stop trying to keep him with me and safe.

I made both our plates and placed one in front of him and the other in the seat beside him where I sat down.

We talked endlessly through dinner, never having moment of silence. We smiled and laughed until the plates were in the kitchen sink and we were now lying down in the large bed, his arm draped around my waist as he pressed light kisses to my lips.

I was in heaven and I never wanted to leave. "my love, you are my world." He whispered

"and you are my universe." I smiled

"you will always be a part of me."

-Ben's Pov-

I looked down at her sleeping soul and I couldn't keep myself from a falling tear. The darkness was taking me over, and I didn't want to bring her and our child down with me. "even if we are apart..." I said before turning on my heel and quietly leaving the house that was never my home, and the girl who was the only home ive ever known.

The dark side has won again, but she would always be the light of my life."

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looool im back bitches. thank you for 76,000 views, it amazes me to see how many people read and enjoy the stories i write that are only here because of my obsession with this man...

like these are my dreams written down, even the ones about him killing me caus boy that woulod be the perfect ending like Kylo Ren you can kill me all damn day and night.

kkkkk sorry but thank you for reading <3

BTW if any of you are also obsessing over the sexiest psychopath EVER, please go check out my Joker story <3

you might actually like it.

tay