The Loved One || j.b.b

CHAPTER 17: ON THE ROAD AGAIN

It was the first mission is a really long time and you felt like you had forgotten how to fight but of course you hadn't. Fighting was a huge part of your life now, it had become one with your DNA.

A part of you started getting angry with your situation. "Why should i be like this? Why can't I live a normal life?" That part of you said and deep inside, you knew that all you ever wanted was a quiet and peaceful life with Bucky but you had never told him.

Everyone had gone to the pilots room and you and Bucky were left alone. Suddenly, a voice said: "Why don't we just go?" And with surprise, you realised that was your voice. "What?" Bucky said. He looked tired but her confused. You always hated to do that to him. To confuse him. You used to think that he already has so many things to discover about himself and you didn't want to confuse him more.

"Nothing, never mind." You said looking down. He always had his way understanding you from the look in your eyes and over time you had learnt not to show him too much. " Y/N, how long are you going to do this? We are together now and you have to accept that whatever is bothering you is bothering me too, please tell me. And besides, it's not fair. You are able to read my mind, why can't I be able to understand you."

His sudden rebellion took you by surprise but you knew he was right. This time you looked straight into his eyes and said clearly: "Why don't we just go? I am sick of this life. Always fighting."

"I understand. But where can we go? Where in the world we are not a threat?" He said.
"I know Bucky. Maybe we are a threat but we deserve a decent life. You at least. You have gone through too much." You said with tears.

He got up from his seat and came next to you. He put his arms around you and gently started rocking you back and forth like you always did when he woke up from a nightmare. "I think we should just go. Disappear for a while." You said blankly.
You didn't expect him to answer to you that soon and he didn't because Natasha came in.

"You two ok? We have arrived." She said.

You simply just nodded. Bucky stopped rocking you and you both got up. You hugged him tightly and then went to collect your gear.

For some reason, your mind was blank, empty. You couldn't think of anything specific at the moment, only the mission.

Once you got out from the jet, you noticed that you were just outside the city. The woods surrounded you and for some reason, you felt like home.

Natasha, took Clint and Tony and walked forward leaving you behind.

You started walking but suddenly Bucky stopped you. You looked straight into his eyes and saw that sudden light. And he whispered: "Let's disappear."

And you started running to your freedom.

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