Thank You - BTS Min Yoongi

Chapter 15

"SAY WHAT NOW?" You squeaked causing your friend to cover her ears.

"Sheesh Y/N, turn your volume down otherwise your making me go deaf." She scrunched up her nose.

"Sorry and what do you mean you saw my step mum here?" You questioned her with your gaze.

"I saw her walking onto the school grounds with the Head teacher and they went into his office for a chat," She explained.

"And?" You spoke.

"I tried to listen in on their conversation but their voices were muffled and I had a teacher on my tail. He wouldn't leave and so I missed most of their conversation. I had a hunch they were talking about you but I didn't hear everything so I can't say that for sure." 

You nodded at every single word being let out from her mouth.

"What happens then?" You asked her while crossing your arms. 

"When they finished it seemed like they made a deal and afterwards, the head teacher was extremely clingy towards your step mum. She even winked at him making him swoon over her."

You were thinking about what she might have done to make the head teacher like that. You don't know why but you felt anger building up inside you. You don't know why it was taking place inside you. You don't know why it was building up because your dad clearly abandoned you to be with this ungrateful whore. You curled your hand into a fist and punched the wall. 

Your friend and Jungkook were surprised with your action. Before you punched the wall again they pulled you away and hugged you. Your fist was bloody from punching the whole with great impact. They gave you warmth yet you still felt cold. 

You felt your friend crying onto your shirt, hugging you from the front and Jungkook hugging from the back. 

"Why are you crying Y/F/N?" You asked her but you didn't have any emotion inside of you.

After hearing your voice she looked up, with tears in her eyes, and saw dark orbs reflecting nothing but of a person who's given up on life. Jungkook let go of you to let the two of you talk.

"Y/N? YAH Y/N!" Tears were streaming down her face while she shook you back and forth by grabbing onto your collar. 

You hold her hands and positioned them beside her. She felt your cold hands, one was pale while the other was drenched in blood. 

"What?" You looked at her.

"Where's the happy Y/N I once knew hey?" She tried to laugh under this heavy situation.

You smiled at her but she stopped laughing.

It wasn't your usual smile. A smile that was filled with love and passion, now consumed by loneliness and hatred. Your smile was crooked, you stared at her with your dull eyes. 

"H-hey! Remember the time where we used to draw funny pictures on each other's hand?" She held your cold hands with her warm ones. "Or that time where we always slipped when playing football together? Or the time when-" 

You pulled your hands out of her warm ones. She dropped her hands by her sides and looked at you. You stared at the ground without making any contact with her.

She tried to hold your hands again until Jungkook pulls her away from you. 

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING? LET ME GO!" She tried to writhe out of his grip but it was no use, he tightened it even more.

"LET ME G-" She got cut off by him.

"Give Y/N some time alone right now. She needs it." He said in a low voice. 

Your friend looked back at you to see your head hung low staring at the ground. 

"Fine." She sighed and walked away.

No no NO! Don't leave me like dad did! Please! 

You saw her figure fading away. 

Jungkook looked back at you, to see that you're still in the same position before. He then leaves.

Jungkook! Jebal! I need you...

You were all by yourself when you looked up. 

You sat on the bench and placed both hands onto your forehead.  You sat contemplating while staring at the concrete ground.

Great... I've lost mum, dad and now both of my friends? Wow. To think that this world really despises me... If this place doesn't want me, then it should tell me straight being direct rather than being a complete asshole making me go through this bullshit. 

You moved your head up to look at the sky.

I wonder what it's like up there... I wonder if mum is doing well...  Mum if you can hear me... Well you probably can't but I don't know what to do anymore...

You had a mental breakdown. You were crying before you even knew it. You wiped your tears away but more and more came. 

I don't know what I should do anymore... I need you with me mum! I can't handle this! Dad found a horrible wife, he's brainwashed by her and he trusted her over me, his own daughter. He abandoned me and told me to never come near his family again. 

Tears dropped onto your blazer but you couldn't care less.

I want to be with you again mum! I want to start all over again! Mum... Please... I have nobody right now... Everyone's fading away from my sight! They're all disappearing! MUM! 

You're lungs were running out of paper. Your breaths became quick and short. You held your hand out, grasping for more air. A figure then appeared in front of you. Mum? You collapsed and your sight went black.

A/N - Quite a depressing chapter.... Anyways sorry for not updating in about 2 weeks! I've been looking for ways to update on a tight schedule and thankfully today is the day. Sorry for the short chapter but it's the most I can do within the span of 30 minutes ahahhaha.... I'll try to make a 2000 word chapter to compensate for this horrible one xD Thanks for all you guy's support! <3