He Saved Me

| N I N E T E E N| I hate me too.

| N I N E T E E N| I hate me too.

ASHTON'S POV!

"Sir, please calm down. She hasn't been gone for 24 hours yet there's nothing we can do as of now." The cop tells me.

I grip the phone tighter. "She's been gone for 22 hours! Do you know who I am you fucking dick? I'm the son of Julia and Bryan Matthews! I will fucking sue all of you!" I scream into the phone.

"You need to calm down, sir. If she hasn't contacted you or your family in the next two hours then call back and make file a missing persons report."

"Fuck you! I'll find her myself you fat donut eating bastard!" I scream and hang up.

I throw my phone on my bed and punch my first throw my wall.

Paislee has been gone for almost 23 hours and no one has heard from her. I have no clue where she is or if she's okay. I'm losing my fucking mind. She just broke up with me and ran off. All of her things are in her room nothing but her purse is missing. I don't think she planned on staying gone very long. Mom and dad are doing everything they can to find her but haven't had any luck yet. I'm going crazy.

Tears pour down my face. What did I do? Why did she leave me? Why doesn't she love me? Is she okay? Is she coming back? Did she crash her car? Is she with someone? Did she find someone else? Did she leave me because of the sex?

"Ash?" I look up to see Aiden in my doorway with tears on his face. "Why did Paislee leave us? Is it because of me?"

I grab his wrist softly and pull him to me, sobbing. "No bud, it wasn't you. It was me."

He looks up at me and cries even harder. "You hurt her?"

"I guess so." I frown and fell more tears roll down my cheeks.

He backs up and slaps me in the face. "I hate you for hurting her. I hate you!" He screams and runs out of my room.

I sob into my hands.

"I hate myself too, bud."