Unwritten Destiny

09 - Everything ends with "But"

Nick

Well many times I heard the term 'Life's beautiful.' But actually now I m getting with it. Twists and turns can make much fun. Well it was a shocking one though.

Stop fucking with these psychological things Nick. You have much more to talk about

My mom's image was on my eyes , a red blur face. She was my greatest problem. Sometimes I got frustrated with all these things. I know what should I be and how should I be. And the phone rang. No surprise it was going to be Mom's call.

"Yeah."

"You know what you did today. He was my friend's son and .."

"Stop it Mom. These lectures are worth in your classes but not here. I know what I've done and what I should do. "

"Shutup. You know I am telling this all for your sake coz"

"Ah I know I know. You love me much and that's not that new thing. Every parents and every children fucking do."

She hung up. I didn't know she heard all of my words or not but still I was fine with it. I was fed up with these shits. I too had a life . The phone rang again.

"Anything else" I asked.

"What?" It was Laura.

"Oh Hey"

"Get ready for the party"

"No mood"

"What? It's your favorite one Nick. Don't get Silly. I am coming right there in 10 minutes. Get ready or I'll break your bones."

I really wasn't in good mood . The whole day was fucked. But still I managed to get a casual dress and got ready.

It'd probably be the best day of the year. It was the day we had rocking kicks. But still I was trying to make it better. As in before years people looked at me for introduction and cracking jokes. An image of previous year came into my mind. People came into me throwing me high into the air. Perhaps today be the same one. I was trying to get in it. I went straight on the set and started hovering . Now it was the time I forgot everything. Everyone was shouting along with music and I was beside DJ almost getting my nerves out.

Now I was on all mood. The club was getting crazy and It was quite impossible for me to get handled. All of this turned upside down till I see Julia at the backstage with her dull face. Well she wasn't my girlfriend or crush or anything. But still she was my friend, Yeah that's wierd we kissed but. ..

I got down and made sure I wasn't being watched . But when I went to the backstage I didn't find her. I saw her on back balcony at the second floor. I went to see her. She was starring at the sky in her own world.

"1 2 3 ..." I said pointing at the sky. "I ain't that good in mathematics."
She giggled but remained silent.
"So finished counting stars?" I gave a quick gaze.

"Um yeah. Seems uh gonna count now." A sign of depression was on her voice.

"Haha I said I am not good in mathematics." When I say same things twice it seems like my temper is quite high. " So, not in the party?" I asked.

"You are also here. Perhaps I should ask you the same thing. " She smiled. Yeah that was right but. You know all my answers about her end with but. Yeah this but, yeah that but.

A silence rose over there. Even I didn't say a word. I wanted her to speak and When she spoke I was like ...
"Nick."She whispered.

"Yeah."

"What if someone loves you?"

"Huh. Someone? Only? Many people love me and I do too." I said with the sheets of faint laughter. "Depends on that someone." I added.