Unwritten Destiny

07 - A girl's view

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Well People say , ' Behind every successful men there's a woman."
I too wanna be successful writer Lol!!!!
The story needs a little turn. Here it comes with Julia's POV .

JULIA JENN TADSEN;

JULIA JENN TADSEN ... God I hated my name... I hated it than anything else. It sounded so creepy. Like when I listened to my name I thought I was still a child , well an innocent and helpless one. Born on Chicago every one would think my life was adventurous. But it was like hell. I was bounded all by the rules . The reason for all this was nothing .. nothing at all, but the character of my Mom. I never knew why she thought I should live such disgusting life. Well there may be reasons or something but I really didn't care. I too had my desires and expectations. I knew she loved me than anything else but her way of showing love was far different. No surprise, she wanted me to be good but.. whatever I wanted to be myself. And I had never been more myself than at those 15 days or so. With Nick.

Once in the farewell party I was caught drinking and she left the place and migrated here. How could someone leave the place cause her daughter drank ?
Those things made me go insane actually. But still I couldn't say anything to her. she was my mother ,the only thing I could ever think in my life. Well there existed one when I was in 5th standard ,Adien . He was my first and ever crush. He was one of the basketball players with a bad guy background. He always looked angry. His smile, once in ages would light everyone's world. Well I was damn sure that he didn't even know I exist but still it's fine. I didn't dare to speak to him ever. And surprisingly I never approached other guys. I knew my mom didn't like it. I too was okay with it.  I was pretty much influenced by my mom. It didn't mean I was blind folded and following her. I exactly knew what I was doing. But everyone 's way of life's different. Despite all these I just wanted do a thing in life. Like it was my greatest dream - falling in love. It sounded funny, weird and no big deal for others just to fall in love but for me it was my greatest dream.

Love's far away thing, I wasn't ever starred by anyone. Yeah it was right I wasn't hot enough to woe guys but still people knew about my mom. She was teacher in the same school. So, I thought my dreams would be dream forever. When your mother hated guys than anything. Why??

Like I knew the reason or I would ask.

But Nick was the first ever guy who was that close with me. No doubt that he was a stupid dumbass but he was the one with whom I enjoyed ever, I laughed with all of my passion. It was my advantage that he was my mother's friend's son. But he was something: he could make anyone laugh . He wasn't bounded by rules like me. I had crush on Adien all because of the same reason . Well , We always adore someone who's different than us , no matter how the person was. But I didn't mean I had crush on Nick too. But I was like okay with him. We had craziest time together, may be not for him but it was craziest for me. I used to act different with him and I knew he didn't care about it and such feelings were rushing on my bones.

You are in trouble and someone gives you sympathy. Now it is common that you want a little more from that person .
God!!!! it's human behavior
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So I was in same position. He messed up and I made it more messy. But last night it was quite unexpected for me. I gave him much trouble and I last I got a kiss. That was something I'd never ever expected from anyone. It wasn't a big deal though, just a kiss. But it made my head spinning around. I didn't know what's going on. All at sudden I lost everything,my control , my emotions. It was far beyond my imagination. He was also not talking . He should have said something. He was the one who kissed me , I wasn't. I knew it didn't mean anything to him.

He was such a freaking pervert that he should have kissed many. But I was something different actually a lot more different than him. Obviously it was my first kiss ever. Anyone could guess how I felt. When I was with him I knew I was not like I used to be. I could crack jokes and give no damn care for the world. I was like a bird which was just free from a cage. All those subtle things were much worth to me. For him I was just a freak maybe the one who he hated the most. But for me he's started being a journey. The journey leading me towards my dream. A path, driving to my highest degree of imagination. I thought I was in ....