We're Broken Too You Know

Maya

First off, let me say that I don't know why I'm doing what I'm doing to Farkle.

I mean, you might be a little messed up too after being in an abusive relationship for almost an entire year.  He hit me, punched me, kicked me every time I did something wrong. But, the worst part of it all is something I'm never going to be able to forget.
_______flashback__________

We were at the park at first. He was kissing me. I had to kiss back, I knew what would happen if I didn't. So, we were at the park kissing, and he told me a very moany but harsh voice "Maybe we should go somewhere a little but more privet?" " Uhh... Okay, I guess." I replied in a shaky tone. We got up and walked to his house. It was a nice house, don't get me wrong. But I still hated it none the less. Once we had left the general area of the park, he grabbed my hand. Hard. We walked all the way to his house like that. He only let go of my hand to unlock the door. He pushed me inside. He went in after I did and shut and locked the door. He told me to go to his room. Or else. So, I ventured into his room. I knew where it was from when we came here to have make out sessions. Before he got abusive. So, I went into his room an stood there. Pictures of him and Zay were posted along the walls, as well as pictures of his horses and cows back in Texas. He came into the room. He once again shut and locked the door. What happened next changed me forever. I was in eighth grade. We were in eighth grade. And he raped me. I said no,  that it hurt. I told him to stop. He didn't listen. And he didn't even wear a condom. Afterwards, he told me to put on some clothes and get out. That I was just a useless toy.
The next day I had to get a pregnancy test from the drug store, so I went out into the world for the first time since it happened.  I walked across the road from my apartment to the drug store. That two minute walk seemed like eternity. I walked into the drug store with cation, just incase he was there. I wandered around for a while, because I didn't know where the tests were. After five long minutes of searching, I finally found them. I bought three of them because I wanted to be really sure. I was the only one in line at the cash register I chose. The lady who rung in my things looked at me a little oddly, but I didn't care anymore. I took a twenty dollar bill out of my pocket and gave it to the cashier. She handed me the bag and I ran out of the store and back to my building. I took one of them to the bathroom and did what the instructions told me to do. I had to wait five minutes before I got my results. I got my results. Negative. I sighed in relief. I took the next test to be sure. Once again I had to wait five minutes. Negative. I needed to try the last one because A) I bought it and B) I just really wanted to be sure.

So I got the last one and took it out of the box. I did what the instructions said and waited five minutes. After five minutes I looked at the result. The result came back negative. I was so relived. 
_______end of flashback_______

I'm doing this to Farkle because I really like him. But he's in love with my best friend. I can never take back what I did to her. But I can try to make it right so that's what I'll do.

______time skip to Farkle's_____

I sprinted  to Farkle's house. I sprinted as fast as my legs would carry me. By the time I got to his house, I was so out of breath. And sweaty.
But, it didn't matter now. All that mattered now was me telling Farkle the truth. About everything.
I knocked on the door. His mom answered. "Hello sweetie, how may I help you?" She asked in a sickly sweet tone. "Is Farkle home?" I asked " Not right now, he's at Riley Matthews house. I'm sorry." And then she shut the door in my face. Well, I then ran as fast as I could to Riley's house.

What I saw when I got there both confused and terrified me. There were ambulances and police cars and Farkle in the middle of it all. Crying. I walked up to him, scared to ask what is going on. But I do. "Hey Farkle, what's wrong?" I ask in no more than a whisper. "R-r-Riley attempted suicide Maya."

Hey guys!!! I hope you guys liked the Maya chapter idea. And now we know a big secret about her. I hope that these last couple chapters haven't been too triggering for too many of you. This is one if our longest chapters yet!!! And u also want to thank you, all of you for 1.53k reads!!! This story is almost done by the way. Sequel? Yes or no in the comments please!

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