We're Broken Too You Know

Riley

I thought that he cared about me. I let him in before my brain had time to process everything. I told him all my secrets and then I find him full on French kissing Maya! My heart shattered into a billion little pieces when I saw him with her. I mean, Maya and I aren't inseparable anymore, but, we still kinda, friends. I don't know if she was kissing back or not. She couldn't have. She's been Lucas's girlfriend for months now. They love each other.

I was still at Farkle's so I started to walk home. I didn't have enough money for a cab, or the subway, so I'd have to just walk. Would anyone care, if I did it. If I killed myself. Mom and Dad have been fighting too much to really notice me. They notice me less now than they did when they were always at the hospital. Auggie's so torn up about everything he's pretty much gone mute. If Ava's lucky she can get him to smile sometimes. Farkle is obviously out of the picture. I have no one. I may as well just kill myself. Just as I finished up my thinking my phone got a text. It was from Missy. "He cheated on you because you're not good enough. Nobody likes you. Go kill yourself bitch."