Never Yours

Chapter 6

Tell me you didnt know your moms been fucking my dad on and off for two years" Oh My, 2 years? I did catch Jarens dad sneaking out of mom's bedroom last week. I was gonna tell Jaren about it when he came home and then we got caught up like always and well then we went to jail. I didn't know it was 2 years. Hearing him swear I flinch " Stupid Fucking BITCH! I see by the look on your face you did know!" "I saw your dad coming out of mom's bedroom one morning last week. I wasn't suppose to be there. Mom thought I was gonna stay here since you were suppose to come back early remember? I was gonna tell you that night the feds came but we got caught up like always and then the FBI was here" Looking at me with such rage and hate that I leaned  away a little, well as far as I could with him basically on top of me "Right. whatever, thats what I'd say too!" Then he stepped back as far away from me as possible. Probably so he didnt kill me. " Look Im sorry I didn't get a chance to tell you. I was going to. But let me get this straight,  you blame and hate me because my mom did the nasty with your dad? Who we both know has never kept his dick in his pants?" Rolling his eyes and giving me the "Your on my last nerves look. I know that look I've just never been on the receiving end of it. That kind of hurts. "No moron its what you both did. When my dad told your mom he was done with her she told him she was pregnant. He still didn't stay and after that she started fucking Eddie Baluzi".
Eddie Baluzi was a detective who's had it out for Jaren's family . For years hes tried to bring down the Marriotti's. Theres no way my mom would stoop that low I know it. "My mom would not stoop that low Jaren no matter what you think. I know she wouldnt!" Growling with his chest heaving he steps closer like hes waiting to pounce. And like I said before crazy in 0.2 seconds. Any smart person would just leave. There are like 15 made men in there that could kill me and bury my body and no one would ever know, not counting a very pissed bordering on psychotic Jaren who is the next to step up to Mafia crime boss. "I dont know shit and your moms always spread her legs for anything that had a dick" Reeling over what Jaren just accused my mother, shes had a lot of relationships yes but shes not easy. No he didnt  just insult my mother! Out comes the crazy "So you hate me because you think my mom sleeps around? Do you know how stupid that sounds!? And you know Thats not her Jaren! you know it!" He finally pounces grabbing me by the throat and pushing me up against the wall. He's not chocking me..yet, he just applies enough pressure for me to get the idea. He's really pissed, so mad in fact that he's trembling barely able to control his temper. There has to be a reason? The Jaren I've known body and soul for the last 7 years would never accuse me of something like this unless he really believed it. When he leans over his lips barely touching mine with contorted rage he whispers "No you conniving little bitch, the feds didn't come here for my dad.  They came for my mom. They busted in moms office an hour before they got here. They got her with $100,000 worth of coke and gone was the money she raised! Over one million dollars!" 
Caroline owned an office in town she helped fund local charities her lastest one that I'd helped her with day and practically night the last 2 weeks that Jaren was gone in Manhatton was for the cancer kids. Caroline had the biggest heart of any woman I've ever known. Which is why I could never get over the fact that she stayed with Andreas Jarens dad. She loved him. Her family and her charity was her life. Jaren's mom was the perfect mother and local celebrity. She supported Jaren in everything. She set up and funded local charities giving the homeless homes and putting smiles on cancer kids faces. She was loyal and faithful to her husband knowing he ran around on her. I'm shocked dumbfounded that this could happen to her. She was like a mother to me and I love her as much as I loved Jaren. "OH my god Jaren is she ok?" Releasing my throat and Backing away so fast like I had a contagious  disease pointing his finger at my chest "Dont fucking worry about my mom Spencer, you've done enough!" almost hysterical Im grabbing and pulling at my hair "I didnt! I wouldnt hurt caroline shes like my own mother!" "You Fucking lying bitch! you were there with her the last 2 weeks the only one there with her that night and you knew the code to the safe where they found the drugs! YOU knew the code to the safe because you helped her put the checks in to deposit the next morning! And you know she changed the code every few days! YOU Spencer! No one else! You were the only one there for the last 2 weeks because ashley was on vacation and that's why she needed your help!" He was right, that was true, I was there and I did know the code to the safe. She didn't care that I knew it because she changed the code every few days . She had inherited her husbands paranoria. But there had to be another explanation? "There has to be another way, Jaren, You know I'd never do that!I've had the code before!" His face distorted into something you would probably see on a serial killers face right before they mutalated your body he says "Oh Spencer I'm sure you knew that was the one place that was legit so you never thought about it with out Eddies help." Taken back I cant believe him.  He really thinks this! Oh my god he really thinks I could do such dispicable things to someone I love! Did he ever really know me? "Oh my God Jaren you've lost your fucking mind! Did you ever really know me? How could you think such awful things about me?" "I know you did it. poor Eddie spilled his guts before he was gutted to Geno. He told him how your mom wanted my mom out of the picture and he wanted to stick it to my Father so they came up with the plan to frame my mother and that you gave them the code and the information they needed for months!" By now we are screaming at the top of our lungs "WHy would I do that!?" stalking towards me grabbing my arm painfully, so painful in fact I will probably have a bruise tomorrow he drags me to the front door where Shane has already opened the door to help escort me out "I dont know and I dont care Spencer. Ive waisted enough time and breath on you and Im done! So GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!"

But he doesnt just throw me out, no he wants to make sure I really leave. No problem there bud Id like nothing more . He  drags me out of his house down to the driveway and half way to my car. WTF?? Oh he wants to embarass me more. But what he has forgotten is that I dont get embarassed. Im about to make his little stunt a whole lot harder so I start dragging my feet and struggling all the way yanking and clawing at his hold trying to get him to release me "GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF ME!" I buckle my knees and put all my weight on my bottom until Im eventually sitting on the ground all the while still struggling to get out of his hold. Lets see what you got now tough guy. He then proceeds to drag me about 4 feet then eventully his hold on me breaks  huffing and mabey a tiny bit winded he says  "Stop it Spencer , just fucking give up already!" A big Triumphant smile slides on my face  knowing  I won that one small victory . Looking up into his eyes blowing my disheveled hair outta my face looking like some crazy bitch I spew "No fucking problem, I HATE YOU and I hope I never see your face again!" As I Stand up to walk past him I see him wince. Ive never said that to him... ever. And weve seriously fought in our 7 years as both friends and lovers. As I get to my car I hear him call out and I turn around to see the twisted smile on his face "Oh Spencer, tell your mom I send my best" Oh hell to the NO! Did he just threaten my mom? Crazy spence is in full on mode now as I run back up to him.  I may be cute but my momma didnt raise no puss. Fuck it we are both going down!. He just stands there and tries deflecting as many as the punches he can untill he tackles me and we are both hitting the ground with him on top where he traps my arms and legs under him. We are both breathing heavy and my dress is completely pushed up and Im in the grass bare assed in just my thong.  "Just cant get enough can you Spencer? you need this cock so bad your'e practicaly begging for it aren't you? Yeah thats my girl always so ready to get fucked. Just like her mom" Screaming barely an inch from his face "FUCK YOU! You peice of shit! You will never get between these legs again and you come near my mom and I will kill you!"  Pushing himself off me with the cold angry glare on his face. He then grabs both wrists yanking me to my feet and I start kicking at him managing to land some blows in his legs and shins. In my satisfaction I get a umph and a  "Crazy Bitch" pulling me in closer to trap me but of course by then Im fighting like a wild cat . Satisfied that he hasnt been able to subdue me I Try to knee him in his crotch which he deflects of course. Always a step a head of me. He then lets go roughly pushing me away and pointing his finger at my chest "GO spencer! You come at me again and I'll forget you once mean't something to me" That gets me, hysterically laughing and sobbing at the same time I get out "No Jare thats where your wrong. Ive never meant a god damn thing to you!" He then turns to walk away but not with out me seeing the pain etched across his face.