-=-A Dragons lost Love-=-

Chapter 14: Grievance

"I f-failed....r-right?...im...s-sorry..." the breath desperately trying to escape his body, he gave me a cold and pained smile with a single crystal tear gliding down his cheek silently hitting the floor. Hysteric laughing soon filled the room, lime green eyes peered at me, "mmm~ I think I will spare you... For now". The female figure runs out.
I jolt up, "not that dream again..." I slightly mumble to myself a bit irritated. I get up and walk over to my closet, dressing myself in a mostly dark clothing with a rather long tail coat that almost hit the dust filled ground. My stomach roars loudly causing me to irately mumble curse words, while kicking a chair that was near by. (A/N Convenient chair is convenient) I close my closet door and step out of my room and march over to the front door, I hesitantly open it and squint my eyes as the radiating sun burns my eyes slightly from being indoors. I step out shutting the door behind myself. I continued my daily routing and headed to the coffee shop the wasnt to far off, just a couple of blocks away. I blend myself into the shadows not letting anyone see me.

-=30 Minutes time skip brought to you by a late chapter=-

I reveal myself and enter the shop, heads turning towards my slightly slouched figure with a slight tear trail silently running down one side of my face, but my gaze only expressed hatred and regret, they shyly turned away and resumed talking and regular chatter, the counter lady gave me a toothy smile, I looked to the side, "Hey N! the usual im guessing?" I nod as she turns around and begins to make my coffee, I take a seat closest to the counter and wait patiently for my warm dark drink."

-=A few hours later x_x =-

The slight crunch of leaves soothed my mind as I walked down a near deserted path way were the wind could be heard howling through the streets, "why is no one here.." I continue to walk, "It seems so much more quiet and lonely without you..." My mind started to sway away from the sound of wind and leaves, "you can just leave me here right...?" I was lost in my own words, "you...you have to help me right?!?" words and thoughts of things I was desperately trying to forget flooded through my mind, I fell to my knees on the cobblestone path, tears once again flowing down my face, I feel guilty, Im not allowed to cry or mourn, I felt something hit my back causing me to cough a bit, I turned around. "S-sorry are you ok? you seemed um...sad..." the boy with brown hair that slightly covered his left eye reached out a hand. I wearily grabbed it, and with a strong tug he pulled me into a large embrace, I was shocked to say the least because its not everyday a random stranger hugs you...
"Its alright now...I know you're not ok, you dont have to keep pretending" Tears lightly brisk my eyes, daring to start pouring out, "It's ok, you can cry.." slightly shaking I begin to sob, while this guy continuously hugs me, comforting me. My gaze up looking this guy in eyes, he smiles brightly , "My names Tamashi and you?.." (A/n when the plot twist is harder then your ego) I slightly blush, "Nodoki but you can call me N.. " he nods and grabs my wrist dragging me down the alley, "w-where are we going?" I questioningly ask "You'll see" he grins jokingly while continuing to drag me down this alley way. We reached an outlook with a metal railing over looking a lake, it was serene and calm, it made me forgot all my thoughts. Tamashi gave me a quick smile knowing I enjoyed this.

(A/N ok this is the end of this chapter i will TRY to update soon but this was so hard to write, the writers block is strong with this one ;~; sowwy bye!)