Selena POV
"take one pill" I mumbled to myself, closing the pill bottle as I quickly hid it in my messenger bag,
though I take out a water bottle that's was inside it.
I look at my counter as I pick up the small pill and sighed,
I placed the pill in my mouth, on my tongue, as I quickly open the cap of my water bottle.
I raise the bottle on my lips,
I drank the water as I gulp it down with the pill,
I stopped drinking as I sighed of relief,
closing the water bottle with its cap.
I hate taking birth control,
but I'm too young to get pregnant and be a mother.
Last night at Cooperstown with Harry, was amazing.
I don't regret it one bit,
I had to get home like around four in the morning so Liam wouldn't find out I sneaked out.
While I was on my break,
I head out to the drugstore and I brought birth control pills.
I have to do whatever it takes so Liam won't find out that I sneaked out and had sex with Harry,
we would be in huge trouble!
Harry could even get his ass whooped since Liam did take boxing lessons,
I don't want Harry's handsome face ruined.
"hey love"
I turned around as I see Zayn, cleaning his hands with a rag as I smiled at him,
"hey"
"You alright? You seem tired?" he asked, picking up a pile of files as he places them in an empty box.
I guess he notices the dark circles under my eyes,
I knew I should of wore make up.
"yeah, I uh couldn't sleep"
"you sure?" he asked me, walking closer as I nodded slowly,
trying not to look nervous.
Zayn's hand then softly moves my long brown hair away from my neck as it reveals a big purplish hickey on me,
I closed my eyes as I held in my breath,
embarrassed of what he would think of me.
"looks like you got lucky tonight" he snorted, shaking his head as he lets out a chuckle,
"did you use protection?"
"No, Harry and I just did it.
It happened at the moment"
"What?
Sel, you'll get pregnant,
I can't see you like that since your so young love" he said, looking at me as I sighed softly to myself.
"I'm on birth control though,
I'm protected now.
I'll be more careful next time"
"you better be" he said, finishing putting files in the empty box,
"if you don't, it's over for you once you and Harry have a baby in your hands"
He picks up the box as he takes it to the back room,
Zayn is right, I have to be more careful.
I just can't risk getting pregnant yet,
Harry is too young be a dad as well!
If we do have sex next time,
note to self that I'll need to remind Harry to buy condoms.
"hey babe" I heard a familiar British, husky voice.
I smiled as I turned around and find him holding a bouquet of roses,
there were dozens of flowers.
My jaw slightly dropped open as he hands me the roses,
"for you love"
"For me?
Oh Harry, you shouldn't have" I told him as I take the roses.
"I took the thrones out, didn't want you to get cut"
"you did" I smiled, snuggling the roses into my face and chuckled,
"thank you baby" I smiled as I laying my hand under his chin,
softly bringing his lips to mine as I give a long peck on the lips.
"So umm,
I realized I didn't use protection last night" he said as I nodded, wrinkling my nose but smile at the same time as I place the roses on the counter,
"I'm sorry babe"
"it's fine, I'm on the pill"
"birth control?"
"Yeah, you don't have to worry"
"we'll have to do it again sometime" he winks grabbing my waist, smirking as I wrap my arms around him and chuckled,
"so, I hear Niall is having some house party, and that he invited Liam, Danielle, and I"
"Yeah, he is
He even invited Zayn and Louis"
"What? No way"
"Didn't you know?
Niall and Zayn are 'buddie buddie' now,
but don't expect me to have any friendly gestures with him"
"oh but Harry,
your not even giving him a chance" I pouted as I lay my head on his shoulder as he sighs,
rubbing my back.
"I'm trying babe, it just . . . .
I'm scared, he's so suspicious sometimes,
too protective over you like if he's Liam or something"
And that's true,
Zayn always looks out for me like Liam does.
I don't mind but it's just so similar, you know?
It's very hard to explain.
"SELENA, CAN YOU COME HERE PLEASE!" Liam calls for me.
"Well I'm off, I have an exam to do right now.
I love you"
"I love you too, good luck" I give him one last peck on his lips as we go our separate ways,
"Eleanor, come back!"
"No, we're done for today"
The back room doors open as Eleanor steps out, clutching into her notebook as she walks down the hallway, pretty quickly.
Weird, what's going between those two?
"Are you standing there for me?"
I look up as I see Louis,
standing at the doorway as he fixes his hair, running his fingers through it.
* FLASHBACK *
"Louis!" I heard Zayn shout,
as I turned I noticed Louis was approached very close to me.
Very close.
He even almost had his hands on my waist.
I silently gasped as I stepped a few steps away from him,
what was he doing?
"What? Never seen a guy near another girl before?" he asked Zayn sternly,
squinting his eyes at him.
Zayn walks up to me as he gently pulls me behind him,
"Step away Lou, never get this close to her" he said protectively,
what was Louis about to do to me?
I'm so confused!
"the hell with this!" he growled, harshly walking out of the front offices as I hear mumble curse words to himself.
* END OF FLASHBACK *
"n-no, I'm going to see what um Liam wants"
He nods as he roams his eyes up and down at me,
simply eye raping me.
Oh my god.
"you know, I do have this 'reputation' people put on me,
I'm sure you know about it" he said, walking closer to me as I take a few steps back.
"Y-Yeah, I heard.
You trick girls so you can get laid,
I hear rumors in this school you know?"
"oh really?" he smirked,
I stumbled back as my back hits the wall,
Louis moves closer to me as he rests his hand on the wall, in position like if he were about to lean in or something,
"I guess you also heard what I do to those girls who don't give me what I want,
and I can see your one of those girls"
I couldn't help but feel scared,
I never felt so scared in my life to be honest.
This wasn't . . . Louis!
He's different, ever since Eleanor came,
he's been very strange and sneaky.
"Y-Your right, I'm not.
But it doesn't mean I-I'll let you"
"Oh really?" his eyes widen as he chuckles mischievously and smirks at me,
"we'll have to see about that" he grabs me by my arms as he harshly flips my hair out of my neck,
pressing kisses down my neck as I try to struggle out of his grip.
"No . . . Louis!"
"SELENA! COME HERE NOW PLEASE!" Liam calls out for me, causing Louis to push me away from him as I stand at the wall in fear.
"I-I'M COMING L-LIAM!"
Right when I was about to walk away,
Louis grabs my arms again as he pushes me to the wall as he looks at me with his angry blue eyes.
"You think I'm stupid?!
You think I didn't see that fucking hickey on your neck?!" he spits out at me,
I stood there frozen in fear as I just listened,
"You can give Styles what he wants, but you won't give me what I want?!
I'm not allowing that!" he whisper-shouts at me as I let out a shaky breathe,
still looking at him,
"Your on my list babe.
You don't give me what I want, your going to get it.
And don't even think about telling your precious little boyfriend nor your brother!
Especially not Zayn" he lets me go as he walks out the front offices,
leaving me to stand there with a scared expression on my face.
I wanted to cry of fear, but I couldn't let the tears out.
But I felt dizzy, my head was spinning or something.
"There you are,
didn't you hear Liam calling you?" Zayn walks in as he crosses his arms.
My heart was racing, I felt like panicking and I was.
"Liam . . . Liam . . . LIAM!
LIAM!!! LIAM!!!" I shouted at Zayn, shaking as I grabbed his arm,
pulling my hair.
"Sel?! What's wrong?!
Selena, calm down!" Zayn acts fast, trying to calm me ,
grabbing my arms,
"LIAM! LIAM!" Zayn calls out for Liam as I moved around,
pulling my hair, breathing unevenly.
"what, what's-"
"LIAM! LIAM!!
LIIAAMMM!!!!!" I yell out, trying to run off but Zayn holding me back.
"Selena! Love, I'm here!
Liam is here, SELENA!" I feel Liam grab me, stroking my hair out of his face as I shook my head but kept pulling my hair,
"Liam . . . LIAM!!!"
"what's wrong with her?!" Zayn shouts, asking in full concern.
"JUST GO GET THE NURSE PLEASE!
SHE NEEDS HELP RIGHT NOW!" Liam yells out,
Zayn nods quickly as he runs out of the front offices.
"Sel, breathe love, breathe!"
"N-NAH, LIAM! LIAM!" I shook my head,
Liam pulls me in his chest as he strokes my hair,
keeps telling me to 'calm down' or to 'breathe'
"SELENA! PLEASE!
CALM DOWN!"
"LIAM!!!!!!"
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Harry POV
I heard sirens as my whole class and I ran out of the class,
we see paramedics run in quickly as I see they headed for the front offices.
Oh my god, what just happened?
"HARRY! HARRY!" I turned around as I find Niall with a panic look on his face,
"NIALL! What's going on?!"
"It's Selena, Harry.
She's having some sort of panic attack!"
WHAT?!
No . . . My love . . . No.
We quickly make a turn as we run straight down the hallway, to the front offices.
I bust open the doors as the front was crowded,
"SELENA, CALM DOWN!"
"N-NOOOO!!!!!" I heard her scream for her life,
my eyes widen as Niall and I push our way through the crowd, making it to the front as I see the love of my life,
laying in the ground with a blood pressure system attached to her.
"Sweetie it's alright, stay calm honey" one of the female paramedics tries to calm her down but it wouldn't work.
"NO! NO! NO!
AAAAHHHH! NOOOO!!!" Selena kicked, screaming to the top of her lungs as others try hold her down,
tears streaming down her face,
"SELENA! IT'S OKAY!
CALM DOWN! PLEASE!" Liam tries calming her,
"NOOOO! L-LIAM!!!!!"
I just stood there, I didn't know what to do.
I couldn't kiss her, hold her do to our secret relationship,
I just wanted to cry for her.
"HARRY! COME HERE!"
Zayn calls me, Liam looks at me as he nods,
"HARRY PLEASE HELP MY SISTER, PLEASE!" Liam begs me.
"Nooo! NOOOOOO!!!!!" Selena screams out loud,
I immediately get down on my knees next to her,
looking at her as I see fear in her eyes.
"Selena, relax! Sel!" I called her out as she keeps breathing unevenly as she shakes her head.
"N-N-"
"Sel, Sel . . . I'm here"
And with those words she stops as stops shaking around, screaming, and kicking though she's still breathing unevenly.
The same female paramedic puts an air mask on Selena's face as she starts to breathe smoothly,
"there you go hun, just breathe" the female paramedic tells her at she holds the mask to Selena's face.
"alright please step back everyone" a male paramedic said to the crowd of bystanders as two more paramedics bring in a gurney.
They slowly stood Selena up as they walk her to the gurney,
laying her down on it as they push her outside,
I stood there watching in full concern,
trying so hard to hold in my tears.
That's my love out there,
about to be put in an ambulance.
I heard the female paramedic talking to Liam and Zayn as I turned and walked straight to them,
"We'll take her to the hospital to have her checked out,
the doctor will have to check her heart rate and blood pressure due to the panic attack" she explained to us,
"I'll go with her on the ambulance,
that's my sister they have in there" Liam told her as he motions his hand outside, to the ambulance,
"That's fine, as you wish"
"Niall, call Danielle and tell her to meet me at the hospital quickly"
"got it" Niall nodded, pulling out his phone from his pocket as he starts dialing.
"Okay, I'll see you all at the hospital" Liam runs outs to the ambulance as he gets inside,
the paramedics closing the door as they go to the front,
driving off.
I turned over to Zayn as I see him watching the ambulance driving off,
does he have anything to do with this?
"what happened to her?" I asked, walking up to him as he looks at me and sighs.
"Look Harry, I didn't do anything"
"then what happened?"
"I don't know.
I just walked in the front when I saw her standing there,
then she just started to panic" he explains to me,
running his fingers through his hair.
He's not lying, he's telling the truth.
"Then what or who could of scared her like this?
Does she easily get this panicked?"
"I don't know, I never seen anyone panic like this other then my father"
"Your father?"
"Yeah, he panics the exact way"
Hmm, weird.
"Danielle is on her way to the hospital, we should go as well" Niall come walking up to us, putting his phone in his pocket.
"I'll come with you" said a Doncaster voice,
we turned around as we saw Louis.
"I don't know Louis,
I don't think that's such a good idea" Zayn said, squinting his eyes at him, huh?
"I'm fine now Zayn, honest.
I just need to see her,check if she's fine" he said in a tone of worried and guilt.
Why does he sound fucking guilty?
He has something to do with this, does he?
"what did you do to my girlfriend?" I asked, kind of in an angry but serious tone as I walk towards him.
"Harry" Niall grabs my arm to pull me back,
"There's no time for that, right now we have a girl to see at the hospital"
He's right, Selena is more important right now at this very moment.
I'll deal with Louis later.
"Okay, let's go"
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I know what you guys are thinking.......
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Louis threatens poor Selena,
Selena has a panic attack!
What do you think will happen next at the hospital?
What will go down between Harry and Louis?
What will happen when Selena and Louis meet again?
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