Love is Creativity (Harry Styles & Selena Gomez)

Chapter 19

Selena POV

I was walking slowly with Liam to the front offices,
as he takes out the keys to the building from his pocket and unlocks the doors to go to the front offices.
We both walk inside without saying a word or looking at each other,
Liam looks at me as he was taking off his coat,
hanging it on the coat rack.
I just sat on my chair next to the counter,
quiet as a mouse,
Also looking straight down at the ground.
I wasn't in the mood for anything.
I didn't even eat in the morning,
I didn't get out of my bed....last night.
It's just no one helped me,
I couldn't be saved so it was too late.
Liam sighs as he looks at me,
he kneels down next to me before he talks to me.
"Sel, I know your upset about last night.
I shouldn't have yelled at you in front all those people,
you didn't deserve that"
I didn't deserve getting raped that's for sure.
"So do you forgive me?
I'm truely sorry love"
I slowly turn over to him as I hesitantly open my mouth,
"I-I forgive you" I stuttered.
He furrows his eyebrows as he looks at me,
"Selena, are you alright?"
No response.
"Selena" he moves his hand to move the strands of hair on my face,
as he moves his hands on my hair,
I immediately flinched of fear as I move my chair away from him.
I look at him with widen eyes as he looks at me with a confused expression on his face,
"Selena?"
"g-go to your office,
you h-have work to d-do" I stuttered,
tightening the grip of my hand on my chair.
"Selena, I don't-"
"JUST GO TO YOUR OFFICE!
There's uh, papers in t-there for you" I told him, pulling my hair slightly,
hoping for him to walk away.
He nods slowly as he steps back and shakes his head,
"Okay, just call me if you need anything.
Your worrying me Sel, just please relax"
"I-I will, just go"
He slowly nods again before he walks off and goes inside his office.
I let out a breath of relief as I lean against the counter,
how could you Louis?
Why did you do this to me?!
I won't even let my own brother touch me!
No one will touch me,
NO ONE!
I can't trust anyone anymore.
"Hey Selena" I shoot my head up as I see Cher smiling at me,
"Oh h-hi"
"Are you okay?" She asked me, tilting her head to the side,
"No offense but you look terrible"
And she was right,
I did look terrible.
My hair was messed up, it was everywhere,
I was wearing a worn out gray sweater, a pair of Liam's sweatpants,
and nike sandals.
I didn't even take a shower because I was too ashamed to look at my body of disgust,
so I just put on deodorant and some perfume to finish it off.
"Ha y-yeah, good p-party last night that's a-all" I stuttered, giving Cher my best smile.
"Yeah, Niall invited me but I couldn't go since I spent Christmas with my family over at England"
"O-Oh nice"
"I came to check up on you since that day you went to the hospital,
I see your doing fine"
No Cher, I'm really not.
"Yeah, thanks f-for checking"
"No problem,
well I got to get to class, see you later"
"O-Okay, b-bye"
She smiles as she walks off,
the noises of her heeled boots, clashing on the hard floor.
I sighed as I rubbed my temples with my fingers,
closing my eyes as I heard noises of the front offices door.
I looked up and I see Zayn, holding his motorcycle helmet as he was wiping all the dust from his black leather jacket.
He looks up as he looks at me,
smiling widely as I give him a smirk.
"Good morning" he said, walking over to the counter,
he leans over to give me a hug but I, of course,
became alert and backed away.
I pushed him away harshly, biting my bottom lip because of all the fear,
Zayn looks at me with shocked eyes,
he was so confused and hurt.
"Selena"
"N-No, I'm sorry" I stuttered as I shook my head as kept covered my mouth with my hands.
"What's wrong love?" he asked, walking closer to me as I tried controlling my breathing,
I can't risk getting another panic attack.
I'm not letting any boy touch me!
"Don't you get near me, please!"
"Why? what's go-"
"ZAYN! SEE I'M NOT-" Louis runs in saying,
taking off his denim vest as he stops and looks at me,
"Late" he finishes.
I shook my head as I felt fear but anger,
that bitch.
That bitch raped me!
I can't risk getting near him.
"Um, I'll go to get the boxes" Zayn said confusedly, he walks off to the back as
he leaves me alone with that monster.
"Selena....I'm sorry"
"SAVE IT!
I-I don't care o-of what you have t-to say!"
"But Selena, I didn't mean to do this to you!
Just hear me out, please!" He said, walking over the counter, towards me as my eyes widen.
"NO! stay back!"
"No, not until you let me explain!" He said,
he was now in front of me.
You have no idea how fast my heart is beating right now.
"Let me explain to you"
"No go away!" I said push him away as I growled of fear,
"You ruined me, I can't even let my own brother touch me without having me to flinch all the time!
And with Harry?
It's going to be difficult since he always touches me,
and now my fear will get in the way of our relationship because you raped me! How could you Louis?
HOW COULD YOU BE SO CRUEL?!"
"You don't understand!
I know what I did was cruel and I hate myself for that,
I really do.
I need to explain this to you!"
"No, go away" I said, continuously pushing him away from me.
Louis then grabs my wrists as I now felt like panicking,
I struggled to get out of his grip but he was too strong of course.
"Let go of me"
"Selena-"
"Let me go!"
"Not until you let me explain!"
"NO! GET AWAY FROM ME!" I yelled of fear as I tried struggling out of his grip on my wrists.
"What's going on?!" shouted a familiar voice.
We both turn as we see Harry standing there with an expression of anger on his face,
I was breathing heavily from all that screaming and struggling.
Louis looks at the ground then looks at me,
he drops my wrists harshly to the ground as he walks off the back room,
leaving me and Harry alone but my fear still around me.
Harry furrows his eyebrows as he looks at me confusedly,
I can't stand here and look like a stupid wimp,
he'll be suspicious.
I slowly walk over to the counter but with my head down,
so he wouldn't see my scared expression on my face.
As I make it to the counter,
I sit down on my chair as I slowly look up and see that he's confused as fuck.
I don't blame him, nor I won't tell him.
"Is everything alright babe?" he asked me.
I just nod quickly and give him a fake smirk but I know he doesn't buy this smirk,
"Um, s-shouldn't you be in c-class?"
"Yeah but not for a half an hour,
what just happened between you and Louis?" placing his hand over mine.
Oh gosh, no.
"N-Nothing, just a s-stupid argument" I chuckled nervously,
I slowly pull my hand away from his as I sighed of relief since the fear was killing me.
He looks at me with a hurt expression as it makes my heart crack,
he immediately shrugged it off as he looks at me,
"Why are you stuttering?"
oh shit, try not to stutter Sel.
Don't make think any suspicions.
"I'm...not...stutter...ing?"
"Yes you are" he nods, giving me a blank expression on my face.
I just shrugged as I give out a small chuckle as he furrows his eyebrows.
"Hi Harry" a girl's voice came walking over to him,
Eleanor.
"Hey Eleanor" he smiled as she smiles back at him,
that was until she looked at me.
"Oh Eleanor, this is my girlfriend-"
"Selena" she blurted out.
"Eleanor" I blurted out as well.
"I see you two know each other then" Harry said as I nodded and looked away.
Why would I want to look at her if she associates with Louis most of the time,
she's around him like 24/7.
To me, she's like one of his 'assistants' or something,
plus she hates me for no damn reason.
I don't role with people like that.
"Well, I got to go tutor Louis, see you in class Harry" she smiles and waves at him as she walks over the counter, making her way towards the back room.
"Have those notes ready for me, okay?" Harry raises his voice to her,
"I will" she chuckles.
"Isn't L-Louis waiting f-for y-you?" I stuttered again at Eleanor.
She gasps as she drops her textbooks on the ground as her eyes are on me.
What the hell?
I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion and suspicion as I look at her,
she knows something I don't know.
"Is everything alright El?"
Harry asked her as I watched her with a small glare,
she was nervous, I can feel it.
"U-Uh yes, I'm fine.
S-See you in class Harold" she bends down, grabbing her textbooks from the ground before looking at me and running towards the back room.
I just snorted as I shook my head,
she definitely knows something I don't know.
"Okay, that was weird I guess" Harry said as I nodded of agreement,
"Well I'm off to class, I'll see you later love"
He leans over to give me a kiss on my cheek but my eyes widen as I stepped back away from him.
I even slightly pushed him away, it wasn't rough but it was a big push.
Harry looks at me with eyes of confusion as he shakes his head,
"What's the matter with you?"
"N-Nothing"
"Don't lie to me, I know you stutter when you lie!"
"I-I'm not lying!"
"Then if you aren't, why can't you even let your own boyfriend touch or kiss you?"
I stood there quiet, I felt let panicking again but when I'm around Harry,
I can't.
Should I tell him?
NO! I can't. He'll hate me if I tell him.
"Well then" he clears his thought as he looks away from me,
"I guess it's just that you don't love me anymore"
What?! No, NO!
"N-NO HARRY, I D-DO!" I yelled out as I looked at him,
he chuckled as he shook his head and looks at me,
"You stuttered" he said,
"Your lying"
My eyes widen as I shook my head,
damn this fucking stuttering.
Harry walks out of the counter as I gasped,
"HARRY! H-HARRY!"
But he was gone.
Damn you Louis.
Why?

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Eleanor POV

I walked into the back room as I looked up at Louis,
how could he do this?
I didn't think he would but I was wrong.
And to think I actually thought he liked me, I guess not.
Louis drops his pencil on the notebook as he looks at me,
noticing the glare I'm giving him as he sighs and rubbed his face.
"Will you stop giving me that look?!" he snapped, moving his hands around.
"Fine, I'll give you this look then" I still gave him a glare but I wrinkled my nose, furrowing my eyebrows as I crossed my arms.
"Eleanor"
"Louis"
"You know it was a mistake!"
"A mistake?" I glared once more at him,
"Louis, you raped her because Perrie hired you too,
you did it because your a huge dick!
I can't believe you would do that.
I might not like Selena very much, but I know that girl didn't deserve that!"
"You know I needed the money,
I COULDN'T LET MY MOTHER DIE!"
"YES, I KNOW LOUIS,
BUT RAPING HER?! REALLY?!
WHAT THE FUCK?!"
"I regret doing this to her, you think I don't?" he clenches his teeth in anger,
"Selena is the most innocent person I've ever met,
I regret doing this shit to her but I had to for the sake of my mother's health.
I lost my dad, I couldn't lose her too!
NOBODY KNOWS HOW IT FEELS TO LOSE A PARENT!"
Louis slams his fist on the table as he growls and walks towards the door as he walks off.
I snorted as I lay back on my chair and shake my head with my arms crossed.
I understand his lost with his father,
he lost his dad just last year due to some incurable disease, and it was hard on him.
Now his mother was diagnosed with cancer and the only way to take out her tumor was surgery,
but it cost so much money, he couldn't afford it.
Why couldn't he find another way to get money?
He broke my heart even more,
but not just mine but Selena's.
This is all Perrie's fault,
just because of a innocent friendship between Zayn and Selena,
she just had to get jealous.
I'll find a way to fix all of this.
If I can't do this on my own, then I'll find help.
Things have to go back to where it was before.

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