Love is Creativity (Harry Styles & Selena Gomez)

Chapter 26

Selena POV

"the baby didn't make"

'the baby didn't make'

"What?" I breathed out,
"No....no it can't be"
"The baby had past due to stress,
it was overwhelmed by so much stress that the little one just couldn't take it anymore.
I'm so sorry" the doctor explained to me,
shaking her head in sadness as she looks at me.
My baby......my baby is gone.
The one thing that could of made another part of my life happy,
was taken away from me as well.
I bit my bottom lip as I sniffed loudly,
tears rushing down my face.
"M-My baby....Harry, my b-baby"
"I know love, I'm so sorry" he said,
stroking my hair out of my face as I begin to whimper,
shaking my head.
"N-No!!! NOOO!!!!" I cried,
covering my face with my hands as I pulled my hair harshly,
tears streaming down my face,
dripping from my chin.
"I-It's all my f-fault, IT'S ALL MY FAULT!"
"No Sel, please don't say that,
it's not you fault love-"
"I-I had s-so much stress t-that he or she c-couldn't take it,
I KILLED MY BABY!!!!"
"No Sel, please!" Harry shouted,
pulling me into his chest,
stroking my hair as I cried, clutching on his shirt with my tears staining his shirt.
"W-WHY ME?!
W-WHAT DID I D-DO TO DESERVE T-THIS?!"
"You didn't do anything, things just happen.
It's life Selena, it's not always fair"
"I-I DON'T WANT TO L-LIVE ANYMORE!
N-NO MORE!!!"
"N-No Selena,
D-DON'T THAT, OKAY?!" Harry sniffed, as kisses my head,
hugging me tighter in his chest,
"Y-You have every r-right to c-cry,
I-I'm here b-by your side, always" Harry cried, as I feel him hiccup through every word as I continued to whimper in his chest.
"Guys, were going to have to take the baby out now" the doctor said,
placing her hand on Harry's shoulder.
"N-No...." I shook my head,
hiding my face more into Harry's chest.
"Just p-please....give u-us a minute?" Harry sniffed, wiping tears away from his red puffed eyes.
The doctor nods as she motions the nurses to walk out,
before they all leave,
making me and Harry the only ones in the room.
"I c-can't live a-anymore,
I-I'm broken....."
"I-I love y-you, you hear?
Y-You'll get through this, I p-promise" Harry said to me.
We just sat there,
wrapped into each other's arms as we cried together,
heartbroken in so many ways,
so much pain.
This is.....my life.

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Harry POV

I waited outside Selena's room as I stood next to her closed door,
my hands running through my swollen face from all the tears and pain.
Although that child wasn't biologically mine,
I still loved that baby no matter what.
It just kills me to see how much pain the love of my life is going through,
from her dad leaving her,
the death of her mother,
step-dad kicking her out of her own home,
and now a mother's worse nightmare....
The death of her child.
If I would of just made it here in time,
we wouldn't be here in this heartbreaking situation!
The baby would of still be here with her mother,
who adores and cares about her.
"Why? why Selena?" I whispered to myself.
"HARRY!" I heard a voice call behind me,
I turned as I see six figures at me.
Zayn, Niall, Cher, Danielle, Liam,
and Louis.
Oh my god. Louis.
"Harry, how's Selena?"
"Is she alright?"
"Did she make it here on time?"
"Is my child alright?" Louis blurts out,
my eyes moving to his worried,
concerned ones.
"Well Harry, is the baby alright?" Zayn asked as all eyes were on me.
Oh god. I can't believe I have to say this.
"N-No" I stuttered, shaking my head as I licked my lips.
I turn over to Louis as he just stares at me with a blank expression,
"I'm sorry Louis......your baby didn't make it"
I heard everyone gasp as Louis looks at me with widen eyes,
his jaw slightly open.
He was in shock, completely paralyzed.
"W-What?" Liam breaths out as he looks over at Danielle,
which looked like she was about to cry.
"Louis" I called him as he blinks,
looking around as he looks around him,
he walks over to the bench,
next to Selena's room door as he sits down.
"T-Tell me it's a l-lie" he stuttered, his eyes getting overwhelmed with tears,
about to come out.
"No Louis, I wish I can.
I'm so sorry"
"No..n-no...no....." he said, as he breaks down into tears,
covering his face as he whimpers loudly,
breathing uncontrollably.
Zayn walks over,
sitting down next to him as he pulls Louis into his chest,
letting him cry like I did with Selena.
I looked around as I see that Niall and Cher as they were rubbing their faces in distraught,
trying hold back tears,
Liam having his head in the wall as he cries with Danielle,
their arms wrapped around each other.
This was a heartbreaking scene,
the worst I've ever been through.
"I-IS THIS WHAT I-I GET FOR T-TRYING TO S-SAVE MY MOM?!" Louis yells out in complete,
echoing in the hallways as I just looked up at the ceiling,
tears coming out of my eyes again as I shook my head.
"N-No Lou, don't t-talk like that" Zayn cries as he holds the blue eyed boy,
tighter to his chest.
Heartbreaking. Just simply heartbreaking.

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Selena POV

"Okay Ms. Gomez,
your all stitched up now" the doctor,
whose name is Dr. Mays,
told me,
taking off her blue rubber gloves as I just laid there and nod with no expression on my face.
I had dry tears all over my face as I stared forward at the ceiling,
emotionless.
I look over at some clear case and see one of the nurses place a small infant inside of it.
I sat up as the nurse brought it closer to me and see the premature infant in front of me.
"It was a girl" Dr. Mays whispers to me as she tries to hold back her tears.
My little girl. She's gone.
I sniffed as I reach my hand out,
touching my daughter's little fingers on her small left hand.
"I-I'm sorry b-baby...... M-Mommy did e-everything she can t-to keep you here with m-me" I cried silently to her as I sat there,
holding her little hand.
"I'll tell the others they can come in if you like Selena" one of the nurses asks me,
but I just sat there, stroking my little girl's lifeless fingers.
I heard the door to my room open,
but I didn't bother to look up.
"S-Selena"
I looked up and saw Harry with the others walk in,
Louis right in front as he looks at me with red puffy, swollen eyes.
"L-Look....she w-was a girl, Louis" I told him as I motion him to the little girl.
He looks down as his jaw slightly drops and walks over,
dropping in his knees as he's next to our lifeless baby daughter.
"S-She was b-beautiful" Louis nods,
sniffing with tears dripping off his chin.
"Selena" Liam sighed,
quickly walking over to me as he wraps his arms around me,
letting me lay my head on his shoulder as I cried loudly.
"M-My daughter L-Li, my d-daughter"
"I know S-Sel, I k-know" he cried,
stroking my hair as looking at my baby girl.
"G-Goodbye b-baby........
M-Mommy will always love y-you"

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I JUST WANTED TO CRY WRITING THIS CHAPTER,
POOR SELENA! )':
POOR LOUIS, AS WELL :'(
I'm sorry for doing this to Selena since she goes through a lot in this story,
but I promise she'll get better as the story gets better forward on as well!
Is there someone to blame for
Sel's miscarriage?
Will she and the others get through this?
What do you think will happen forward on?
TELL ME AT THE COMMENTS!
So what do you guys think? (:
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- DAMARI (;