Ashton
It's been two years since that day. I've managed to keep one person close to me through it and she's been there for me since grade school. Vanessa.
Currently, Vanessa and I are being forces to listen to our English teacher drone on about how genius Shakespeare was and is.
The tall blonde boy with the oceanic gaze happened to be in the same class and it always frustrated me that he never talked to anyone. He sat there and ignored my every whim.
"Luke," Mrs. Miller called suddenly, catching my (and the blue-eyed boy's) attention,"Answer the question."
He stayed silent, probably not knowing what she was referring to. When he spoke, I felt myself jump,"Mid Summer's Night Dream."
Mrs. Miller nodded in approval, going on about Shakespearean nonsense.
Vanessa is the only person that knows the whole story about the fateful day everyone began accusing me of homosexuality. She had been the only one that stuck around to listen and I'm certainly grateful for it. The only thing she doesn't know about is my disgusting self-destructive habits.
Though, I'm glad I have someone to trust when my conflicting feelings for the blonde boy trouble me to no end.
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"Friday Movie Night!!" Vanessa shrieked as I was opening my from door. It was a little ritual we had since Sophomore year. I laughed and let her in, going into the kitchen to get the junk food and popcorn.
"What movie did you pick, Van?" I called from the fridge as I was getting the sodas.
"The Dirties!!"
"Jeez, Columbine much?" I giggled, spreading the food and drinks across the bottom of my bed, as this time we were watching the movie in my bedroom.
"Cominggggggg" I screamed just so Vanessa could hear me.
Before I got a chance to open the door she just walked in.
This is what i love about our friendship we just do whatever we want and don't care.
"Yo Ashton." Ugh she's trying to be gangster again.
"Yo Nessa." Insert peace sign emoji here.
"Ash we really should never be gangster again please and thank you." She said giving me a giant hug.
I love her. Im serious though. I always have. I mean I know we could never date or anything because were best friends so that sucks for me.
"Ashtooooooon did you make the popcorn for this little kid movie of yours?" She started laughing oh my gosh.
"It is not a little kid movie. If it was it would have been rated G not PG. And yes I made popcorn. There is also skittles but they are mine dont touch them or even look at them or I will punch you." I wouldnt really punch her but still dont touch my skittles.
"Fine I wont touch them I brought my own."
She took out this massive bag of skittles it had to have been like a 4 poumd bag.
Where did she even get that at? I want it.
It was halfway through the movie. I got the urge to kiss her? Do I like her? O don't really know but it felt right.
Vanessa quickly got her things and left.
I feel terrible. What do i do? Do i text her?
Well thats what i did.
To Nessa:
im sooo sorry i dont know why i did that. im reallu confused.
she never answered. maybe i can actually think about this while im alone. maybe ill figure out who i am.
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-courtney<3
