Ashton's P.O.V
Today I am hanging out with Luke again. Im excited to hang out with him because today we are just going to be doing nothing but possibly planning our next cover as a band and just talking.
It's currently Saturday and im currently writing a song. Hopefully we can use it as a band. It's called 'Beside You'. I really like it but I don't know how the boys will react to it. I wrote it about Luke. Like I know we have never dated and yeah we weren't friends till recently but I thought about all the times before we became friends and I just wrote something. It sounds good to me but I don't know.
On my way to Luke's house I noticed something. I've noticed that I Ashton Irwin am falling for Luke Hemmings. I'm scared actually and I know that I'm going to Luke's house but I don't think I'll be the same. You know? Like luke is straight this is bad. Falling for your best friend isn't something that always happens you know? I guess I'll just have to suck it up and pretend I'm fine when I'm actually not.
When I got to Luke's he aw being kinda weird. Like he wouldn't look me in the eyes or anything. I hate that. I hate knowing that something is wrong and I don't wanna ask because it could be personal but at the same time I should ask what's on his mind because it's probably me and he's probably uncomfortable around me. I guess I'll just suck it up and ask him anyway I mean what's the worse thing tht can happen?
"Uh luke? Is something wrong?" He's still not looking at me. I hate myself.
"Yes ashton. There is. I don't know how to say this. It took me sometime to realise it but I think I'm okay now with saying it since you're asking. So I don't remember if I told you this but I'm bi if you didn't know and I think I like you? I'm not sure like it doesn't feel like a crush but it feels like something more than a friend kinda way. I don't want to scare you off because you probably don't even like me and I don't want to ruin our friendship but I really like you a lot."
Luke looked better now. He was finally looking into my eyes waiting for me to say something. But I can't. I feel like such a dick. I quickly got up and left.
He probably hates me now.
Why can't I tell luke that I'm in love with him?
A/N
I forgot to update like a month ago but I'm here now. Its just a little update. I feel bad but I will be updating quite frequently bc school is coming up and I'm hardly working anymore. So yeah
OH GUYS I MET LUKE AND MICHAEL THE OTHER DAY
I thought I would share that with you just in case you actually cared
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