*Luke's P.O.V*
So its been two days since Ashton walked away from me. I honestly dont know how to feel. I told him somethinh that i wasnt even sure if I actually had felt that way. I said I was bi because I do have some sort of feelings for Ashton that I am unsure of. I knew Ashton was bi too, so i don't know why he walked away, Its so confusing.
Today I had decided that I would go to Ashtons after school to see what was up with him. I really do like him and i hope that what i said wont change anything between us. I like being Ashtons friend and I would totally date him if he really wanted to but our friendship was actually just starting and I wouldnt want to ruin anything that we had.
Im currently in math class. We are learning something about angles. It is actually really boring and i dont even understand what its about. All i can really think about is Ashton and what im actuallt going to talk to him about and how hopefully everything will be okay. This math lesson is really going on forever literally i just want to got talk to Ashton. He is constantlly on my mind anymore and i dont know why. Its crazy to think that someone you basically just met can have this hudge impact on you like that you dont harly understand. But honestly i like it. It is extremely crazy but i love that Ashton can have this hudge impact that i dont understand. It makes me feel like i can trust him no matter ehat happens i know hell be there.
As the bell rings and we are dissmissed to leave i make my way to my car so i can go drive to AShtons to see whats up. On my way to my car i realise i never actually thought about what i was going to say to him i just constantly thought about him and what i felt towards him, I mean I could tell him how i felt, right? I mean i did open up to him about my sexuality but he just walked away, so what if he doesnt care and he does not like me? what do i do? This is literally one of the biggest things that i havent really thought about or anything cause i was really just thinking about myself in this whole situation.
The drive to Ashtons was not that bad i think i finally figured out what i would say. I think i should just open up to him about everything.
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okay so that is it for this chapter. such a late update i know but i updated after a few months and i hope to have an update at least once a week now
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